Sunday, January 6, 2008
{ 3:24 PM }
The First Time- Lil' Corey
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okayy, updating as bordem strucks. my bro was supposed to come today, but since just now, he have not arrived . hmm. i went to the clinic alone in the morning as no one can accompany me . my dad was sick, till now he's still sleepping, and my grandma busy with the hse chores . hmpf! i have not been doing anything at home as my grandma was here, as in doing any of the hse chores. and tomorrow she's going back to my aunty hse, so hse chores and stuff all have to be done by me . haiz, pretty lazy and come back from school now is really late afternoon . hmm .
now, really focusing in my important subjects . have to, if not i'll fail and retain . sec two is easy actually, but not as easy as primary ones' work . well, being attentive in class is what i've should do now . but i just can't stay still, i have to make a little bit of noise in every lessons . haha . and now a days, been having cramps and stomach eggs in school . aiyoi... and that's makes me more can't concentrate la can ? hmpf . having moodswings these days, as im having my PMS . been scolding and be mad at people at MSN for no reason . like ect. nana, i was chatting with her, and skali i felt like no mood in me and suddenly i said something very harsh if im not wrong, and she asked what's wrong with me ? oh people, just endureeeeeeeeee with what is happening to me now .
nana don't seems to reply my msges at msn . i've said sorry alot of times, maybe its my fault . hmpf . ): okayy, i saw this Zinc bag at J8, and i like it, it cost $43.00 . how expencieve? well, i want to raise money to buy it, cause i know my dad won't give me money to buy myself a new school bag . haiz .. and yes, i've got back my sim card but not my top up card that i've bought, my dad is really mean . if this the way, how am i supposed to contact with hunny ? oh my ... and i seriously have to meet up with KARIM tomorrow to ask him abt the whole story .. (:
okayy, gtg peeps . :D
take care, gdbye .
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have you lost the trust in me,after you found out alot of things i've hide from you ?i just can't seems to understand your love now,hunny .i just feel like your're fading apart from me,i just felt like the love is fading away,you've changed alotttt, you treated me like as if im a friend to you,you didn't treat me like you used to,maybe its because of the problems that has been coming to us lately,and im seriously missing the old you,but, no matter what, im still loving you like i've used to . :D
It was first time in my life that I had ever felt this way inside,and I knew that it was real it was the first.. ((:
