Sunday, March 30, 2008
{ 6:46 PM }
today isn't so bad after all . i really enjoyed myself today . firstly i woke up in the morning and accompany my grandma to the wet market . after we bought all the stuff that we supposed to buy, we when to the coffee shop to ate breakfast . i ate prata, and grandma ate kway teow goreng .
then while waiting she suddenly said,
" eyy, tu adeq kau bukan ?" and i was like, my sis ? huh ? since when i have a sister seyh ? then she said,
" adeq kau laa, tu .." so i turned and look who's my sister ? then i saw this small girl, she's cute man ! haha, then suddenly, my grandma came to approched her with her family, they hug and kiss each other . and i kept silent as i don't know who they are . then we all sat together at one big table, my grandma and this cute little girl parents told me that she's my biological sister, and i was super shock at that point of time . i was speechless, the story goes like this,
went i was young a girl, at the age of 6 or 7 my mum gave birth to another child, and i really didn't know about this, seriosuly . i didn't know that my mum gave birth -.- how stupid am i,
mak sendiri pun tak tau, bodo kau mira ! then, my grandma said, she said in malay of couse, but i'll translate it in english, she said," this is your youngest sister, you mother gave her to other people cause she pitied this couple that really wants a child that they could adopt, at first your mum with a very hard hearted to gave her to them, but at last she made a decision . she cried cause its sad of her to give her own child to others because she's always wanted to took care of all her child, including you and your elder brother, but at that point of time, your parents ain't so close like they used to be . your father became a bad person, left your mother in pain alone, he even wasn't there for your mum when she gave birth to your sister . is pretty sad, but its fated to be that way ."
i cried when she said all this, and im really speechless, so i kept silent and hug my sister, she cried too . but she swept away the tears that rolling down my cheek, how sweet is she ? her name is Nur Shamirah binte Affendi, of course, she my sister man ! i've took a picture with her, i'll upload it soon yeaa, cause i have not edit it yet .. now, she's primary one, schooling at Xinmin Primary .
hmm .. no wonder my father sometimes kept calling me as Mia or Ia rather than Adeq they used to call me, that name is what they addressed my little sister . but, aaaawwww, i really felt so touched when she swept away my tears, really . how i wish she could stay with me, how i wish my family is still togther as one, and how i wish my life isn't like this now . my father and i still have not communicate well with each other . its quite sad aye . but is all fated, i really wished that my family can live happily together like other family does . hmm .. i admit sometimes i do get jealous when i see otehr family having an outing together, they really enjoyed theirselves ..
reached home, i told my father that i've known everything about this . my grandma heard my conversation with him, but she said nothing . my father did said something that really made me cry, but i forgotten what is it . omg, i really Short Term Memory seyh .. aiyoyo ... but well, i'be just don't understand, why do my mum made a decision to gave my sis to other people ? is it so neccessary ? or is it she don't want see my lil sis suffer at a young age that she have to separate from her own parents ? then what about me and my bro ? doesn't she have thought about us too ? but forget about everything .
sume da terlanjur terjadi, da takdhir .. enough about this eyy .
just now at about 3pm, i went to Hougang Mall . my grandma came along, then halfway she went back home as she said she's having stomachache . cute seyh .. so ya, im all alone . so i texted my primary school friend, Athirah to accompany me to shop at NTUC to but some stuff as she stayed nearby . i waited for her at KFC, then gt this matrep kept staring, walaowei !
kalau bangla yg stare pat aku takp uh ! aku kan known as bangla, HAHAHA ! a few mintues later she came, then we bought all the stuff that i were supposed to buy, and we off to KFC, sit down there to eat Munchy Donught ! my favourite bebeh ! then off to home weet home .
and i've neglected my maths homework man ! oh god, but nvrm . after Home Econ end at 1240, i can
cabot class ready as have to get prepared for the game with Siglap ! hopefully we win yeaa ! all the best whitley ! HAHAHAHA ! :D
i've updated enough bebeh !
CHALOBETEHH !
