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Thursday, May 15, 2008 { 7:16 PM }

i was late to school this morning cause i kept on switching off my alarm when it rangs . hmm . so i took a quick bath and off i when to school . so yeah, as penormal what i did was to pray that i won't late for school, hahah . eventually, i was late . but i said to Mr hanifa i didnt bring along my ez-link card with me . he asked what things that i could give him, i said nothing . then the National Anthem song began . he stopped whatever he was doing and after the song, he get back to me while the rest has left . so, i made a face that maybe he could felt so petty towards me or something, haha . then he let me off, how great ? i shall do that way next time if i were late . (: its lucky okehh, if not i shall have to go for in house suspension bodo . hmm .

had Napfa test today . its fun really . hahah . and i've got D for my sit and reach, B for standing broad jump, A for inclined push up, A for shutter run and A for sit ups . CHET ! not bad aye . they gave us two hours to finished all the five station, but we done it within one hour . so the another hour we went to slack . then, Yasmin and Nabilah had some fight about a small issue . hmm . i do not know if now they were better . hope so they are .

i talked to Mdm Sarina about some things during Mt lessons, and she told me that maybe i failed my Mt due to i didn't attend for the re-test as i was actually absent . Fxck, now im scared . and i've already failed 4 subjects okehh, im really disappointed in myself, haish ! i could have done better this year . maybe its because i too enjoying myself thats the reason why im too lazy to study much and i can't remember much stuff . all simply can't stuck into my head, i kept on forgetting things real fast . hmpf ! i will prove to others that i can do better than this . i will study hard after the June hols school re opens . seriously, im really disappointed . maybe my friends and Boyf too are disappointed towards me . ): im sorry .

reccess time really was a kecorable one as me and the sec one boys communicate from their table to mine where i was sitting . they were like saying, Haikal sound stead, Nizam sound stead, Shai sound stead . then i laughed and they asked who i want but then i said everyone . hahah, sial je . i was not seriosu anyway . just joking around with them . Shahril sounded me for stead for real . haha, i find it kind of cute . as he's actually sec one and im sec two, well age is doesn't matter . BUT im taller than him . -.-" really taller than him eh, he's quite short . no offence uh eh . he kept on following me everywhere i go, in the canteen, outside canteen, everywhere la eh . i've got to know that he fall in love with me at the first sight if im not mistaken, mcm cute . padehal baru sec one da mcm2 . then he can't get me he went for Yasmin sec one . now he've already break, he chase for me again . like wth eh . sorry la eh, hahah . i've already told you i can't right ?

Mr Quek caught me laughing out loud like a mad women . and he came to me and say, " you're crazy is it ? " like HAHAHAHAH . for the first time . hms, okehh la fine . not a big deal anw . (:

there was aseembly for sec two and sec one express . its the Chinese Opera, really, really REALLY BORED ! but having Nabil and Hashima round with me was effing fun . cause i kept on laughing while i with them . as i made my own joke adn they make their own jokes either . and they said i shiok sendiri like again . hahah, nvrm . i don't mind either . they said im kind of crzay cause i still can entertain them while actually they ind themself kind of crappish . but i go on clapping at some parts . the show ended, and i clap and also stand up . CHET ! others was looking at me, haha ! but nvrm, da biase mcm ginie . had the post exam thing after that . Fiza Fira Hashim Nabil Sara and i was in one team . its really fun . we have to make a star as many as we can . but all of ours is being stolen by others . haha .

Sara then gave me attitude . hmmm . so, she went to Adilah's group . then i came to her and Adilah started to say, " kau tk nk layang dyr ? " then i said, " aku layan pe . aku kan bbl ngan sume org, beh skg dyr nk uat peranagi da knp ? hmpf ! " and i walked off, haish ... i seriously don't want to fight, but somehow i can't control my anger as now im having my periods . like fxck . okehh, la fine . i don't want talk about this anymore, it makes me blood go up t the maximum uh . hmpf ! sometimes, i utterly confused, with the company around me . tsk !

this thing ended at 1.40 and we were supposed to be dismissed group by group . but the six of us except for Sara don't give a fxck, we just walked out of the hall just like that went teacher didn't see . so, we got to escaped . but when i reached class, the door was locked, so waited for the person who hold the key . and i buzz off, when for the check up for a short while and met up with Boyf . and i received a msg that there's trg . but, i already told coach i can't make it, so yeah, he don't mind .

met up with Boyf at the Mrt Bishan and we left to Yishun . were supposed to met up with Izal Spark Acet at two in the afternoon . but they were eventually late, for like half an hour . hmm . then we left to the nearest block, around 213 there . so, the butches have some talks . and i think they were better now ? hmmm . later i bought KFC to eat my late lunch . i was seriously hungry eh . then while i was eating, Boyf told me something, i was kind of upset and mad . i felt like crying, but i tried to control my emotions . i tried te be strong and i tried to smile although i was actually both upset and mad . and the feelings gone away soon after i had fun with Boyf . Boyf and i was like tickle-ing and did some other things that really made as laughed out loud till Boyf actually cried . at one moment when we were like laughing, i suddenly cried cause some thing happen . fxck, it hurts alot sial ! nie case giler nye psl uh nie, da giler pe, tk lehh uat pape . but i was better by then, and Boyf don't worry , im not mad . im still happy :D for teh first time i cried like that in front of him, mcm malu ..

i went home soon after that . my grandma asked if during the school holidays i want to go to my aunty house at Johor, and i i was like silent for a short while . first thing struck into my head was abouy Boyf . it means that i can't meet him and i can't contact with him for like weeks . -.-" oh fxck ! i can die okehh if one day i'll didn't contact him . even this camp that im going this Tuesday for 3 days, i can't bare to leave him, and what else if i go to Johor . sialeh .. and my grandma even told me that there's a penunggu in my aunty's house, and im really effing scared okehh . hmpf !

okehh la, till here peeps .