Sunday, May 4, 2008
{ 12:55 AM }
im back from esplanade . a day out with Boyf Izal Spark Titi Sarah Nina to esplanade today was somehow okayy and somehow its not . first, we, without Nina went to town . walk around seniluser if im not wrong , we walked around . then later, wanted to eat there, but KFC was full . so we walked to Far East Plaza .
while walking, Boyf suddenly lost his temper towards me, don't know why . while eating also he didn't talked to me, kayy nvrm . so i just shut up my mouth, giving him some space to relax . waited for the bus for so long, i was really pissed, even Izal talked to me, i just showed a fake smile of mine . me and Boyf were better by then , (:
slacked around esplanade, some parts were bored, some parts were fun . Sheila Ifah Nasir were there . and later, i kept on asking Spark if he wants to go home or ton ? cause i said i have no mood to go home . then he said, kayy uh, ton uh . then i was like kayy fine, anything . then Izal joined in, he said if he were not to go home, his mother will scold . then Boyf said,
ngok mcm ne keadaan , if im not wrong .
ended up, everyone went home at about 11pm . Boyf and I didn't talk along the way to City Hall Mrt, i don't know whats the reason . i was actually okayy, somehow i mood isn't good at that point, and i do not know whats the reason . haix, i don't know whats wrong with me la eh . Boyf send me to AMK Mrt as usual . then
sekali no train back towards Marina Bay, then i don't know how he went home ? hmm . pitied him .
reached home and my father asked,
asl adeq balek ? i said,
kirekan ayah tk nk adeq balek uh nie ? kalau tak, adeq lehh angkat kaki dari nie rumah skg . then he just kept silent . well, what to do . guess, he really don't want me to come back home today
. lantak dyr la, malas aku nk layan . Fxck
sial ,i have to go out with Mamat tomorrow . but somehow, i don't feel like meeting him . but i felt like meeting Boyf instead as he said he's not working tmr .
to Boyf : i really sorry for everything
tadi . hmm . althought i did nothing ? haix . and you don't worry, you did nothing to me either . no matter what, i still love you . remember that . (:
