Sunday, May 18, 2008
{ 8:38 PM }
im back from relaxing my mind . my father really made me very pissed . like wth have i've done till he lost his anger towards me ? he was actually having some problems with my step mother if im not misktaken, and nowadays, he kept on listening to songs and get easily pissed by his surroundings, he even scolded my grandma, his own mother, like Fxck eh ?! aiyoi ..
he scolded me like one fxck just now because he said i didn't iron all his working clothes . like i already said, i will do it later and he said Ok, and just now out of a sudden he started scolding me after he hang up the phone with my step mother . and he spouted out vulgarities at me . he almost beated me, but i quickly step out of the house to go somewhere else, alone . i cried thinking of what he is trying to do . i really hate him . as i said, he already promise at the court that he won't beat any of his children, but YET he did this to me . i really had enough of this fxkin nonsense ! i already suffer enough ! First, he didn't allow me see my mum . Second, he took all my freedom away . Third, he made me suffer and suffer and suffer !!!!!!!
father called me to asked where am i, but i rejected every of his calls . he texted me saying sorry and all, he just can't control his anger . like HELLO ! so you think a sorry can like cure every single thing that you've done to me all this while ?! you made me suffer and stuff, do you think a SORRY is enough ?!?! do you think so ?! UUUURRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH !
I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU !I've got no mood now, sorry readers . im just mad . hmpf ! i made my blog so ugly . haix .. sorry, and goodbye .ps . Happy Birthday Mama !its quite sad that i could not met up with you on your very special day,we're so far apart, but nvrm, you're always close to my heart Mama. ILY ! (:Labels: YOU don't appreciate me a single bit as your daughter ):
im back from relaxing my mind . my father really made me very pissed . like wth have i've done till he lost his anger towards me ? he was actually having some problems with my step mother if im not misktaken, and nowadays, he kept on listening to songs and get easily pissed by his surroundings, he even scolded my grandma, his own mother, like Fxck eh ?! aiyoi ..