my mood to update my blog today has just vanished away due to some reasons . but now im really effing bored sitting in front of the computer, so i just decided to update to just waste the precious time . today, i didn't attend school cause i think its just boring at school of me hanging around and loitering with the friends . so, i cabot .meet up with Boyf at Braddell Macd at about 8.10 am in the morning to had our breakfast . we ate hotcakes, heh , yummy yum yum ! after eating, we went to the playground just for a short while, like 15 mins i guess ? then proceed to the Sky Garden as per usual, my favourite place . we sat there for like 3 hours plus til 1.30 . we did so much thing over there, but the most thing i did was to sleep, effing tired plus sleepy and my body is somehow aching, hmpf ! Boyf kept on looking at me while i was sleeping, haha . mcm baby . and these group of secondary school boys was like playing catching, what a disturbance .
at one point, Boyf and i didn't talk cause i didn't tell about some things . haix .. i don't know la if we actually fought or just .. hmm , kayy nvrm . forget it . but he guess correctly . that bodo, ___ , was actually trying to lose my virginity, can't say out the name hear huh , later there's some conflict or something going around , because this issue was a last year's issue, so i don't want bring it up again .
we left and i accompany Boyf home to get change as he is going to work . so, yeah , waited for him while watching tv and ate the pudding(correct spleiing?) hahah . by then, we were fine again . talk and laugh as penormal . soon, we went our separate ways . and i gave him a kiss before i board the bus . (: Sara actually asked me to come down to AMK to just slack with the others, but i didn't as im tired .
and yeaa, i cried just now for like half and hour due to some reasons . i have my own reasons to why i cried okehh . hmpf ! i am such a emotional kid either . but no matter how hard people trying to break us apart and hurtful it takes for me to hold on, i will . nothing will let me go of you, until we really have to go our separate ways sooner or later . they have to rights to control us anyway . like who the fuck are those people ?! terase ? meh uh terase rabak2 ! and i also do appreciate everyone single mintues and seconds spending time with you . can't imagine my life without you either, even when we were once separated due to my father, i didn't contacted you and i thought you do not want to be close to me anymore, i can't stand it, my heart seems not to be calm, i really need you by my side although one day we won't be together anymore . haix .. ):
oh and i've got some relationship Questions from i forgotten where . hahah .
- Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty ?
; Taken !
- Are you happy with that?
; yeap,very HAPPY seyh ..
-Would you still kiss your ex?
; like No eh .
- Have you ever had your heart broken ?
; like, YES ! Ugh, it hurts .
- Have you ever talked about marriage with another person ?
; yes, nothing's wrong right ?
- Do you want children?
; and of course, haha ?!
- How Many?
; two, a twin (:
- Would you consider abortion?
; NEVER EVER !
- If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you ?
; yes, i wanna make friends (:
- Do you want someone you can't have?
; NOOO ! waste of my precious time .
- Have you fallen in love?
; yeaa, like duhhh ! hahah
- Do you believe in celebrating anni?
; yeaa .
- Do you believe that you can change for someone ?
; depends who is the person .
- Is it a good day today ?
; YEASSSSSSS !
- Have you ever broken a heart before ?
; hmm . not to sure about that .
- Does your ex still have feelings for you ?
; i don't think so . and i don't give a damn !
- You wish to have a bf/gf for n0w?
; -.-" i've said im taken .
- what now you wish for?
; wishes are not meant to be told . (:
no one knows how much have i've hurt . they hurt me even more when actually they know i've suffered enough . LIBEI !
