Mas Amirah Afiqah
16
Nobody's baby
Friendly and Approachable

Saturday, June 14, 2008 { 8:38 PM }

alright people ! this was supposed to be the third post for the day, but i deleted the previous two post .

here am i updating, a second ago, boyf just hang up the phone for idk why . MAYBE its because i didn't talk . i was making the conversation in a LIBRARY i guess ? maybe i shall not call him when he is out with his friends, cause we won't be talking that much . EVEN if his not out, we won't be talking much too , i rather text him than talked to him . but too bad, i lost my handphone . by talking to him just now, now than i realised and i felt that seriously the love is fading . how stupid am i to realised everything now ? hmmm . i still remember the promised that i made to him, but why is everything turn out this way ? why must everytime things turn out the way that i don't want it to be . mcm fuck kan ! im stress thinking about all this . again, i broke my promise . bodoh kau mira ! i just don't know why i can't hold on tight to my promises . hmpf ):

eh, Boyf called me back . idk why we're always running out of things to talked about . and honestly, i cried when im on the phone with him . im so emotional . hmpf .

Boyf, im sorry for everything .im sorry cause i was being kind of bad mood . but i really don't meant it . sorry if im kind of harsh or something just now . if i did spoil your day today, im effing sorry . i shouldn't have called you in this kind of mood or situation . you hung up without saying a goodbye . i cried . i didn't even bother with what my father and grandma said . i didn't even care, i was actaully shy crying in front of them . but i guess, i have to let it all out . but i don't want things to end here . i still need you baby . now, you're eveyrthing to me . there's no one else that i can turn out to other than you . haix .. i love you baby . don't let me go, don't . its because, Im Yours ,boy .

Labels: im Sorry ., my Love