Saturday, July 26, 2008
{ 9:57 PM }

I really wished to update about today's happening, but i have no mood now . Im lazy to elaborate . Im crying right now because of some reasons . Im too emotional, i really am . Haish . Why am i like this ? This is not me . Where has the cheerful me gone to ? Idk, idk what's happening .
My relationship now is somehow not really in a good state . Don't ask me anything or why or whatever eh . I won't entertain . My relationship, you don't have any rights to interfere . But, i guess, i have to say that we are falling apart although we met like almost everyday . I really don't want this to happen . Idk why now we're always quarrell over small matter . Lose our moods or temper over a small matter either . Haish . Why must everything turn out the way that i don't want it to be ? Maybe this is just a test from god .
We know we have to go our separate ways one day, but not now . I don't bother to what people talks about me behind my back anymore, i guess, its not woth it . Its still their mouths, they can gossip as much as they want . I don't give a fcuking damn no more unless they step over my head . Urgh ! I just miss those sweet moments that we used too go through together last time . Now, what has happened ? Idk, idk .
Im sad, disappointed . Its nobodies fault boyf . Don't blame yourself, don't .
SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY. SORRY . SORRY. SORRY . SORRY . SORRY. SORRY . SORRY . SORRY. SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY .
I LOVE YOU KIDZRUL !
Dulu sering sayang menyayang... Mengapa kini, sering berperang ? Ku tak mahu, kehilanganmu, ku sayang padamu .

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