Mas Amirah Afiqah
16
Nobody's baby
Friendly and Approachable

Sunday, August 3, 2008 { 12:19 PM }

I have no idea of what i want to update actually . But, i just feel like letting out what's inside my heart . Hmm .. I've always met up with boyf after school . And i always said ILOVEYOU to him like many times . I have reasons why i said it, it's because i can feel that as each day passes by, very, very fast . Soon and very soon, we'll go separate ways without we're realising it, we'll think that its just too fast . It's hard for us to let go of each other when we already fallen into deep .

This love that i build up with him is just a child play . We won't be getting married in the future to come . Idk why am i updating this, but i sat down and think about it when boyf already left to work . When he wanted to leave, i felt so bored . I felt so lonely without him . Sometimes, i just felt like having him right here with me 24/7 . Im sure some girls out there will understand if they fallen in love too deep like i do now . Although he's just a butch, people may think that butch has no feelings, they are bad, they only play around with girls feeling and stuff like that, they are wrong . Absolutely wrong . If they are like above, boyf and i wouldn't has last till now, 7 months and going on plus Kiki and Spark, 9 months + .

Kid, is a great boyf . He's one of a kind . One in a million that i could find . I have once wished if he's a true guy . But yeah, my friends understand as they know how my situation is . I've really got a great boyf . He really tolerates with all my fcuk up attitude that i used to gave him this past few months . We're always fought . He's being patient, so do i . But my instinct told me that somehow, he was hurt, really hurt . Well, its true though . My nonsensical attitude sometimes made us fought . I was the one who always find trouble, but im not the one who is saying sorry to him, instead, he's the one who say it . Maybe, i do say sorry, but not in every problems that we fought in to . He is the one whom always giving in, not me . But, whatever i do, i have a bounderies to it .

Sometimes, i feel like as if im not a great girlf . Hmm .. But, i really treasure Kid alot, i really do . I appreciate every single thing that he've done for me, the sweet sacrifises . Aww .. Im always touched with every single thing that he does for me . Everything ! Thanks boyf .