Saturday, September 27, 2008
{ 12:32 PM }
Yesterday, I'd talk things out with th boyf . But eventually, things didn't turn out th right way . It has been always like this . I think twice before I said to th boyf that I need a break . I really need a time to be on my own when actually I know I can't . When I know i need him by my side . Idk how will I go on without him . Haish ... It's really stupid of me to made up to this kind of decision, but its all too late . I really hope that we'll be fine before our 9th month anniversary which is only 2 days away ! I guess, Im th one who should make th first move .
And, don't worry boyf, I am not letting you go . Im not leaving you just like that AGAIN . I'll come back baby, I will . Idk if what I am doing is right, but I just hope that all those things will be out of your mind as fast as possible . Go and have a brain wash . I'm not confident in going on to this relationship when those stuffs are still in your mind . You simply can't trust me, so whats' th point ? Haish .. Im really trying my very best to earn it back . But how could I when I actually didn't realised that I've been making th same mistakes again and again ? Hmm ...
I'm sorry for the times that I left you all alone
You were all by yourself you were waiting by the phone
I was out doing you wrong
I was always gone
You were right all along
I should of been strong
Instead of letting everything get carried away
Fussing and fighting with you like everyday
Telling you things that I know I regret
So hung over the next morning that I seem to forget
The hate and the lies that I told you that night
The pain and the games, calling you all those names
When I was to blame, I was always out with my friends
I was always getting caught loosing your trust again and again
And how do I get you back, I don't know where to began
Cause all I wanna do is erase your hurt from within
It's a quarter past ten and all I can think aboutIs writing I'm sorry over and over again
Come On
hjddfg
I'm sorry my baby for everything
For telling you lies and making you cry
I'm so sorry baby
I'm sorry my baby for everything
For telling you lies and making you cry
I'm so sorry baby
hgjd
There comes a time in your life when you have to swallow your pride
Listen to your heart and do what you're feeling inside
Tell it how you feel no matter what its take
Don't be a fool like me and don't make the same mistake
When you have someone that loves you
You better treat her like a queen
Cause when they should leave
Then you don't have a thing
No one to hold at night with your arm under her pillow
While you hold her so tight, and watch her close her eyes
And watch her close her eyes while you fall into a dream
A dream about the times when you were both a team
She was right by your side, where she said she'd always stay
And know that she's gone you better find a way to say
Come on
ngbhg
I'm sorry my baby for everything
For telling you lies and making you cry
I'm so sorry baby
I'm sorry my baby for everything
For telling you lies and making you cry
I'm so sorry baby
bgdfh
I'm so sorry
I'm searching for the words to say to get you back in my life
So we can have some brighter days and try to earn back
Some of your trust, I'll forget about everything
And focus on us
I promise it's gonna be different this time
I promise to be true and never to cross the line
The thin line between love and hate
To get back with you forever I will wait
fdjghj
I'm sorry
I'm sorry my baby for everything
For telling you lies and making you cry
I'm so sorry baby
I'm sorry my baby for everything
For telling you lies and making you cry
I'm so sorry baby
I'm sorry my baby for everything
For telling you lies and making you cry
I'm so sorry baby
jdhaskp
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT BOYFRIEND !
