Saturday, October 18, 2008
{ 4:18 PM }
In my previous post, I just said that boyf and I were okeh . But now, we're NOT ! We fought because of th smallest thing . It's like his trying to say that I DESTROY EVERYTHING AGAIN ! All th things you said ytd,
Do you know I never once want to ruin everything ?
Do you know that I've tried to save up money to buy you smth meaningful as a gift for our upcoming anni ?
Do you know that I've tried to save up money to bought th couple bag ?
Do you know that I actually slept late to make you a very special card ?
Do you know that Im sick and tired of us playing this stupidest game ?
Do you know that that Im afraid to lose you ?
Do you know I don't expect anything more than your love ?
Do you know that I love you so much more than anything in this world ?
I've tried everything, but in th end what do I get ? He used up my money ! & still I tried to save my money slowly to repay what've you've done for me baby . Maybe we can't buy what we want now, but later . All of what you've done for me I didn't know . Why must you kept it inside ? Let it out, let me feel th hurt like how you felt last time . Let me ! Let me face those pain ! You can hate me but not others . Not even one of my family members . Both left without a word . When will we be like we used to be baby ? When .... ? Im still waiting for those time . Maybe, now ain't th time yet .
I miss th old you, the old me, th old us . I miss everything about us .
Boyf, seeing th beauty of th smile on your face leaves me silent and speechless . Knowing th presence of a most beautiful love th momoent you caress my body . Many words, which I am unable to express to you . I want you always present and accompanying me . At every step in life which assures me you were created for me . Despite time will be able to summon my entire being . I want you to know Im always yours who loves you my life long (:
Labels: Our heart crushed a million ..
