Sunday, December 14, 2008
{ 11:57 PM }
Ive got no rest eversince Ive started working for th past one month . I'll not be home everyday , Im out in th morning at back nearly midnight . Tsk2 . Ive thinking of quiting one of my cca's but when I think back about it I dont think I will cause I can manage though Im tired bt my body doesnt feel like it .
When to meet my bro after work on last Fri . I went riding with his
basikal pio2 ,
org da panggil minahrep psl I dress up like one and wore a cap -.- So,
skali , theres a last minute plan . Hafiz asked if we would like to go and play pool . We're fine with it . My bro went to fetch Ana while Hafiz and I ate at Macd , his treat . Aww, thanks (: They've reached, off to Yishun Safra . Th cost was kinda ex , $9/hr . Okeh lah eh,
boleh tahan . Played a game vs Hafiz , play and play till 10pm . Trained , and bused home . Lucky
papa tk marah balek ambat , heheh . xD
Yesterday , after Fico tournament I was invited by Hafiz at abt evening to watch Kude Kepang at Yishun . Bt, I rejected cause I dont feel like going , bt to go home . His other team won first placing for yesterday's game, congrates (:
Today work was not tht bored like it were always cause my darlings were there . After worked, Yandi fetch me like usual at we chill and usual place . Later, Madno came . Chill till 9+ and they send me home . Reached home, papa nt at home . Realised tht Yandi's psp was with me while I was unpacking my stuff, so called him asked him to wait under my void deck . I just wanted to walked down th stairs and they came running towards me and made me shock saying my father coming , I was like blur2 and they ran asap once they took th Psp . Th incident was kinda funny cause of their faces , was so kanchong , HAHAHAHAH !
I'll be working tmr, Im feeling very lazy .
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And I know you were disappointed and hurt alot . Deep inside my heart, I do want it all back . But I have no confident in myself . I have th feeling that we wont be back as one like we were , we cant be like we were used to be . And are we still gonna be Teman Tapi Mesra now ? Cause, every single damn thing have changed . I really want to prove it, but I cant . Im stuck and dont know what th hell should I do now . Cause, I have my love , Yandi . Maybe, all this is a lesson for me . Ive learnt from it . Ive realised it all along, bt still history repeats . I do not mean to hurt anyone , seriously . And, I do not want to hurt you anymore . Maybe, we should remain as friend .
fbgusdahdhusgdab hunflhv fgygdghjgtrtc with love ; Mira
sdshbvgghasuivomiojtgbnBye (:
Ive got no rest eversince Ive started working for th past one month . I'll not be home everyday , Im out in th morning at back nearly midnight . Tsk2 . Ive thinking of quiting one of my cca's but when I think back about it I dont think I will cause I can manage though Im tired bt my body doesnt feel like it .