Friday, February 20, 2009
{ 8:17 PM }
Gonna update my blog since I have th time to do so , hah . Well, so much things has been happening these days . Too much to be updated , so yeah . I update whatever I can remember and relevant yeah ..
Went to school with my leg being bandage again due to I sprain my ankle after soccer match on Wednesday . Well, today school was pretty fine . During last two periods before sch ends , my class started to be very chaotic . They started throwing paper balls , like small kid -.- They threw alot of it . Class started to be very messy , I was a lil' bit pissed cause it was my duty today . But, who cares ? I dont even bother to clean up those mess anw . Hah !
And, Kiki and Ran Jie had a fight in class just now cause Kiki threw paper balls at him and he got pissed and he threw back to her and he was like shouting for no out of reasons . Kiki fought back and yeah ... Okeh, lazy to elaborate .
After school, attend Malay Dance for a short while since I can't practise today cause of my injured leg . At about 2.30pm , I'd made my move to my work place . End up , Amantha said I do not need to work cause she might not want my injury to become worst . So, I went home . Wanted to go Yew Tee to meet up with my cliques , but I was pretty lazy . Reached home, thought of going out to study or do sch work as Common Test starts next week . Urgh ! Stress . Eventually, I didn't . Instead I went to Ntuc to accompany my grandma . But overall, Sec 3 is th best year :D *winks*
Unexpectedly , I passed my Chem Bio History Social Studies and one of th Maths test . I was shocked actually, cause I didnt even study . Didn't even pay attention . Maybe I did , only half a period and I went to my dreamland , hah .
And I fell in love with one of them . Hah, dont ask me who. Only people close to me will know . Maybe, I shall not rush into any relationship first for now . Im still not prepared though I knew I've got to listen to my heart . My heart tells me that I should accept you , yet I still
ragu2 with it. Why ? Hmm , you stole my heart . I hope you'll stay and not to walk away just like that and left me behind , leaving me alot of
tanda tanye . I'd hope whaetver you said is true , not only a sweet talk mother fucker . Your heart may say th other thing, but your mouth can simply lie to me . Hmm ..
But now, Im so stressed up with one of my problem . Day by day , they kept hurting me . My heart seems to be stabbed by a knife like a million times . What they think about and wanted was to have their old Bobo back and see him happy . Whereas, they don't think about me . How sad ? Im seriously eff' sad with whats going on . I can't stand it anymore . Sometimes, I just thought of ending my life ? Stupid right ? Haish .. What should I do now ? I thought of MIA-ing from them for th time being , but I know I'll make each and everyone of them worried like fuck . I know its not th right way . Cause, I as an in charge should show a correct example towards all my
budak2 .
Pictures are at Deyi Sec after match a week ago .
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Days by days , time to time just flew by so fast . I remembered clearly th day I felt so different . That was th day when I'd get close to you . Everyday, every single minute , every moment that I've spend with you sometimes, seems to be so important to me . I see your smile , it simply shows that you giving me th care and concern , also comfort which no one can replace it from what you've got . Everything you did for me, just kept me safe and secure . Th love you shared brings me glory and colours in my life . Thank you(:Just a random thing that I've could think about .
With love ;
Miraaa (:
