Monday, February 23, 2009
{ 11:20 PM }
I've read your blog, thanks for letting it out . I guess, I wouldnt have known anyth if you werent to type it all out . I felt so sorry about everything . Im too speechless . Yes, those words are very hurtful . I'd tried to fight back my tears, eventually I cant . I break down and cried . I was sad of what had happened today and another problem just came by .
I just dont kow why must you always think th negative side of me . Even a text msg that Ive send you, you dont seems to be bothered with it . Maybe, you really can't accept me back like how we used to be close . We last met each other was on Thursday . Even things werent going on that well that time . Why ? Whats going on ?
How can you say that Im a girl who just wanna have fun in love and hhurt peoples feelings when you actually do not know anything about my situation after we broke up ? Its not only you tryna' be patience with everyth, me neither . Ive sacrifices alot for too many people , in th end Im th one who felt th hurt . I dont care much about that, cause I know that whatever Ive done is full with sincerity . Yet, why must people said th negative way about me ?
You know me well enough, but I guess you got me wrong . Im not th type of person that you guys thought . Maybe you are just being influence with what your friends had been saying . You trust them without making any initiative to asked me if its true or just rumours or whatever . Itsn't it unfair ?
yes, I still do remember that text Ive seen you . All wasnt a lie from th start . If it were, and you thought its a lie . We shouldn't have gone far . If thats th way, you dont trust me for th whole 11 months we're tgt . Whatever you wanna say, just say . I really do not want us to drift , yet we have to . It 's just fate .
Oh, heard that you're injured ? Get well soon.
:
___ , maafkanlah aku kerana aku selalu menyakitimu . ___ , lupakanlah aku jgn pena temui aku lagi. kau,
lelaki terhebat yang pena singgah di hatiku . kau
lelaki yang tegar , aku pinta kau lupakan aku . jgn menangis lagi , aku rasa, cukop smp di sini . mungkin, di suatu saat nanti , kau temui cinta yang sejati . cepat lupakanlah aku . jgn pena ungkit masa lalu . aku tkt, aku akan menyakitimu lagi . ):
with love;
Mira.
