Monday, February 23, 2009
{ 8:54 PM }
What a day today . Haish ): Today really wasnt my day at all . Ive gt to know something on th half day of school . I was eff' disappointed with you like seriously . But yeah, I can understand in what situation are you in now . But I simply dont get it why you have to say you need time when you actually knew you need it more than I do . You shouldnt have asked me if you knew this gonna happen . You convinced me like damn , but everything turned out to be wasted . I wont assume that we even got into a relationship . Never . Am i so stupid to trust you with all this ? Yeah, Im glad that you realised that whatever you said is just STMF , yet im not blaming you about this . How kind am I to you , still you take it forgranted . Tsk3 ! How sad ?
I dont understand why must always th boys that I'd once love leave me and keep me hanging on ? Why must a few of them busted me ? What have I done wrong ? Am I that bad or evil ? Whatever lah . Sometimes, Im really
muak with all this . What to do ? This is called life ..
No matter how hard I cried in sch just now cause of what happened, I keep it to myself . And I would like to thanks my lovely friends, such as ; Nabil Sara Kiki and also th rest for cheering me up . I know you people just felt sad when seeing me down , but I tried to pull myself up and be th Mira that you guys known . Im so sorry if I wasn't being myself for a moment, somehow, I was very very VERY down . I breakdown like hell just cause of this . Yeah, maybe it lasted for a day , still it brought a great impact on me . Whatever it is, I cant be bothered . I'd guess, there's lots of other gentlements out there is better than him .
Well, love and relationship is just a moment thing for now . Cause some guys are so immature enough .. Haiyaaa . Let it be . So, Mr. R , you and I shall just remain us bestfriends . I do appreciate our friendship . Its been 1 month and 23 days Im single . Like, wow .
After school when to watch video about soccer for a short while and all were like stressed up watching it though its a 2005 videos . Coach intention to show us this is to make us learn and take up some skills of how they play and all . It was shocking that th first minute , Ac Milan scored a goal . Total, 3 goals for th first half . Liverpool was so stressed and scared cause they scored Nil . Futhermore, its th Final game . Second halfs , Liverpool came in hard and they drawed . Latly, penalty . And Liverpool won . Hah , so random of me updating about this .
At 3.45pm when for malay dance practice . Abg Rizal will be deciding with th teachers who will he put to dance for th SYF . Either Me , Fira Nadia or Dayang . Well, just wait . Its okeh if Im not dancing , cause I think Fira deserve it more than I do. Ive not been turning up sometimes . Anw, there's still speech day coming up . Hope so everything wont clashed again , if not I seriously cant cope with everything . Overall, th practice was great . I've already got all th steps in one day . Hope I can remember it . *winks*
There's no trg tmr due to many girls would like to study for thier common test coming up in two days time . Planned was to study in school ,but last min changed . I'll be going Yew Tee to study as I've had long last met my
budak2 there . Kind of miss though . Haha . I've asked Shiqin to accompany me, hope she wont change her mind eh . Urgh , hahah (:
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