Mas Amirah Afiqah
16
Nobody's baby
Friendly and Approachable

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 { 10:14 PM }

I was browsing through my pictures folder to search for a picture that I could upload here and yeah I found this . Since Ive not upload it before, I upload it than . Hmm . Yeah, I still remember this was went we were at Vivo City just came back from Sentosa, camwhoring in th middle of th way like no one business . Hah !

Okeh, I'd woke up pretty late today as I am really tired . I woke up at 12 noon . I had a very bad flu so Ive decided not to go for soccer trg but since Hamidah called me and told me to go , so yeah , I did went . Met up with her at Bishan , proceed to bank to deposit some cash and withdrawl some cash and bus-ed to Macritchie for trg . Unfortunately, we so called lost in there . Careline, Mida and I was late . Everyone was like waiting for us . Heh , we were told to come half and hour earlier for tmr's trg . LOL

We had to run at Macritchie, swear it was fcuking tired . Futhermore, th distance is effin' long . Something happen in there . Nurul and I kene pukau . We're lost . Lucky, I brought my cellphone along . If not, idk what will happened to us . We called coach and he cant find us anywhere . We walked so far at th espressway there to Macritchie . While walking, there are monkeys and chamelion , I was so scared till I asked Nurul to protect me from it . Hah . Then, we manage to bumped into coach . Coach brought us to where we were supposed to report . Everyone was like panic-ing and asked what happened and stuff . All was supposed to be there within 19mins but we arrived and hour later . Good or what eh ? Tsk3 !

Had to do sprinting after that for fitness . Wah, cant take it already . Had a rest as I was panting away and cant breathe properly . 5.30 trg ends and Im off to meet ex boyf for dinner . Eventually, he didnt eat , drink je . Then, I have to eat alone, sad lah kan ? Hmm . After that, bought something at night market and went to Sky Garden . About 9, made our move . As usual, he'll sende home . Now, Im here . Suffering with musceles cramps . Benci eh !

Hmm , idk what th hell is wrong with me . Many people had been saying that Ive change alot . Even my coach . Unbelievable ?! Haish , maybe I did . A slight change , I guess ? Err .. I am trying my best to be th old Mira that you guys had wanted . I know, I am not being me at times . Yeah, you guys can say what you want . I cant be bothered . I know, partly, its my fault . Hmm

And to you ___, just say what you like . Just say that Im a liar . Beh asl ? I know, Ive hurt you in many ways . But I swear I dont mean a thing . Seriously, I want to sought things out with you . But I cant . Idk why, simply cant . Maybe, there's things that you and I would want to make it clear . But idk why , I just cant talk about it . I dont want both to be sad and cry . Just useless right ? Hmm .Whatever you've said, its okeh if Im hurt with it . Im willing to take it all in . I dont want to end anything between us . Cause its too hurtful for both . Cause I know, somehow , there would be something missing in my life .