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Saturday, March 14, 2009 { 11:09 PM }

Natural beauty is th best eh babe .

I've lost my mood to blog , to chat to do everything after what he has told me . Why , why must I go through all th obstacles alone ? Why cant just someone stayed with me, be right beside me to accompany me and watch every single step I'll take ? I need a true friend who will stay . I need a bestfriend who willing to listen to all what I gotta say ; my problems , my opinion and all .

hags

I'm always being nice to everyone , yet they dont open their eyes to see all those things I've done . Why ? Frankly, I love my bestfriend alot , Raihan . Though he's not there for me everytime , he is still th best . You mean something to everyone . Think th positive way . Im sad whenever seeing you sad . Cause it simply shows that , I've failed to be your bestfriend . Whenever I gave you advices and wanted to cheer you up , I just cant . Nothing will make you happy as you nce said , " once Im hurt , nothing will cure me " . Hmm , wht should I do now ? Sigh

hgn

I dont wanna lie to myself and others , but soemtimes situation made me to . I dont wanna hurt anyone anymore . I know, how hurtful will it be for th other party . Futhermore , I know I will screw myslf up in th end . Haish .. Its up to you to make all th decision as long as you're happy . Dont think to much if I'll get hurt or something . Cause, I understand you better , Raihan .

hfhf

I know, somewhere deep inside I still love you .

I look FAT ! Jgn tegur =X

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