Since I was bored at home . I'd thought of meeting ex boyf and go this his house but when I think back, he probably might be tired as he just came back from his art classes and has been busy nowadays . Just wanted him to have a good rest, cause I know if I were to be thr , for sure he will not rest . Hah . Instead, made a very quick plan with Shiqin to go for a swim .

Met up at Hougang Interchange . Supposed to meet at 3.10pm, eventually she was late like 45mins . She alighted at th wrong stop -.- At that point, it rains heavily . Th wind blew th rain and thr Im eff' wet though Im under th shultter . Lightning was everywhr non stop . I cried silently cause Im too scared . Idk why Im scared, but Im like that since I was young . Oh, saw my very first ex boyf there with my "cousin" .

Went to Hougang Mall to eat as we're hungry . Something happened that really made me embarrased . Lucky, there's no one saw . Since its not raining anymore, we headed to Hougang Swimming complex . It was boring though . Planned was to go to Jurong or Sengkang, but we're lazy so we went to th nearest one . Swim til 6.45pm and we're off . Headed to Hougang Mall again to survey for **** at Ntuc . Well, too bad we cant get away if we were to buy it . Tsk ! One day Shiqin . *eveil laughs* We do not know where else to go, so we decided to go home . Walk to th bus stop near to my house and accompany Shiqin to wait for th bus she's taking to come . Walked home after that .

Im too tired like everyday . Every single day I will have activities to attend , I seriously have no time to rest . Tmr, I'll be having soccer trg and off to work soon afetr that . How tired can I get ? Hmpf ! I really need a break . Im so looking forward for th March Holidays . Hmm, but I know, for sure my schedule will be tight , sad sial ): Ive not even pay my bills , mcm toooooot ! Im gonna use prepaid soon if I cant manage anymore . Sigh

Hafiz said he misses me . He's trying his best to contact back with me, but I didnt enetrtained him that much . Too bad . & sorry, I dont wanna get attached for now . Not even one chance I'll give you . So,we shall remain as friends instead . I'll aprreciate if you respect my decision . Thanks alot .

Oh, have I told you that I passed my Mathematics for overall ? Like wow ! Im so happy . Ive improved alot this year . I failed only my combine science by 10 marks . Still can make it . Im sure papa will be proud of me cause I'd prove him wrong that I can coped with work, school and activities . Mama will be proud too though she's far away from me . I miss ya Ma (: Yet, I cant be too happy nor over confident cause I have to maintain this way , once I dropped for mid year, I know I cant make it . Hmm . My MSG expected for Eng is 3.6 , how good eh ? Im sure I can :D

Friday will be sending Mamat and Idil to th airport at night as Mamat told me so as no one will be sending them. Sedeh kan ? So, being th bestfriend of his, I'll try my best to do so . They will be going to Paris , France and Germany . How great could it be ? They'll be going to th Eifel Tower much more, awwwwww ! Fun eh . Im so gonna miss them alot . Just have a very safe journey boys. (:

My friend, Azri send me something in Msn that is really funny nor nonsense but I cant seems to upload it here right now . I'll try again next time . And also, he send me a picture of someone who wore a ring while playing bowling . They broke and tear their fingers , ewww . Disgusting