Wednesday, March 11, 2009
{ 10:20 AM }
Yesterday wasnt my day at all . I will update of what happened next time if Im free enough and have plenty of time to update . Im so sad with whats happening . Yet Im trying to pull myself together cause I know Im strong . Ex boyf even realised that I put on all th fake smile and laughters . But deep inside he knew how hurt , sad and stress I am . Haish ..
Because of what happened, my friendship with my cliques aint good like before . Maybe we are like how we were, but I dont see any bonding of us after this incident . I miss all of those . I'd hope, everything will be back like how it used to be . Hmm ):
Another part of story , father and I are very lack in communication . Still, Im starting to uderstand my father more eversince he created a blog for himself . He expressed his feelings, thoughts there , pretty sad though . I know you can go through all this
Ayah . I know how hurtful could it be to you . Though Im not there to lend you my listening ears, Im still here supporting you from th back . You can always count on me . I still remembered th time that we fought, but we were okeh by than . That time, you told me how grateful are you to have a daughter like me . Im so touched by it . So, you can rely on me without any hesitating .
Therefore, there is no mistaking love . You feel it in your heart . It is common fiber of life , th flame that heats our soul, energizes our spirit and supplies passion to our lives . So, be strong
Ayah , cheer up (:
And btw, thanks Raihan , Idil, Mamat, Is, Irfan or should I say all th boys for helping me out . I appreciate everything . (:
P/S : Privating my blog soon , leave me your email asap ;D
With love ;
Miraaa.
