Friday, April 10, 2009
{ 9:51 PM }

Another update for today since I have nothing better to do . A few mins ago , ex boyf just went back home . Met up with him just now to have dinner . Went to Hougang mall and bump into Mr Singh with his wife and children . Im so fickle minded just now . Having a hard time to decide what would I like to eat . Aiyer ..
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Most boys has started to contact me back . And as for me , I entertain them mcm nak tanak . Im sorry boys . Its not that I dont want to get close with you guys back again , but sometimes , things are not supposed to happen now . Idk how should I explain, but nvrm . If you guys need anyth, you'll know , I'll always be there . K, peace .
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Idk, til when must I go through this . Day by day , my love for ___ grew stronger . I dont wanna lose him yet I know I cant have him back . Im too afraid . Too afraid that history will repeat itsef again . Sometiems, I said this to myself , would you have th heart to give up your love one who meant th world to you cause you felt that he or she deserve so much better cause you felt that you couldnt fulfilled his or her needs . You realised that perhaps that he or she could be so much happier wit someone else . And also that love is not the only thing in relationship needed to keep going on strong afterall .
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They said, I looked like chinese . Hah !
K, bye !
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Yours sincerely with love ;
Miraaa babe .
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