See this lady above ? Its Mida . Hah, she used to be one of my closest friend . But sad that we're not close now due to some issues . I do want her back like how we were before . Maybe we had some misunderstanding after th case about me, Spark , Izal and all . I hope, she'll be reading this . Cause I want her to know how much I miss her and sad am I to lose someone like her . Mida, I hope we could be like how we used to . I know, we have nothing against each other, then why must we avoid each other this way . I had always want to make an initiative to make th first move to talk to you . But idk why, I rather feel awkward for no reason . I hope you understand . And about your hp which gone missing yesterday , I swear is wasnt me who took it . I know, most of you all suspected me, but I didnt took it . Like what for I want to take it ? You're my good friend . I can explain everything on Tuesday in front of soccer girls and coach .

Haish , why must I always be in th picture whenever someone lost their valuables ? And later, they will suspect me . Then when they know the truth it wasnt me who took it, they will take it as th problem is solve . Without seeking any apology from me . I know, they dont know how hurt and sad I am that people blaming me for everything . They dont understand my feelings . Even my closest friend, th Malay clique do thought that Im someone who loves to steal people things . Thought Im a bad person . How sad ? Is this call friends ? Well, I dont really mind that . What I mind is about my name, my name will be black mark for no out of reasons . Hmpf !

Sorry girls, but I had to let it all now . I also hope, you girls will be reading this and understand what I mean . All of us are big girls now, we can think far . We all grown up and matured enough. Our friendship for 3 years, I appreciate and treasure it so much . Remember we were in Sec one , you girls dislike me cause you guys thought Im kerek ? Haha . But end up, we're all a bunch of great friends . Th sad thing is, idk why I dont feel your present when I need you girls most . When I do stand by you girls when you had problems . Sara, I'd always help you and give you advices . Asked you are you alright when I know you're not . Told you to share your problems with me so I could spare a thought for you too . Dilah, you always dont wanna share any of your problems with me . Shiqin, I miss those times when you , Mira kecik and I were close . Share this and that . But where has those times gone to . Farzana, I appreciate when you told me things that I need to know . Hmm, I know I spend time with you girls only during sch hours but not after school . Maybe I do, but for a short time and seldom only . I hope you girls understand why . Its because , I just wanna spend quality time with all my friends . You girls know, I got my Yew Tee clique, Kid and all . Im doing all that to prevent them saying that Mira always with them lah, this lah , that lah .

I myself tired to go here and there to meet up with friends . I dont have much time yet I do make an effort . Spend so much of my money for them . Its because I wanna see everyone happy . Its okeh if I have a stack of problem , cause I will always try to solve it . Sometimes, my intention was to make you all a stronger person . To face what we have to . But I know, I as a friend failed . For once, just feel what I feel and understand . But you poeple, just dont ): Im sorry if you people felt tersinggung . Hmm .. Yet, I dont mind how am I being treated and stuff . Whatever it is, I love you girls alot ! You all are th greatest no matter what . Remember that . And, secondary school friends are your friends forever . Trust me (:

I went to cut my hair yesterday . It took my quite a minute to look through th magazines to decide what hair cut I want . Haha .. Okeh done . Bye all ! :D

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