Mas Amirah Afiqah
16
Nobody's baby
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Monday, June 29, 2009 { 12:26 AM }

Sometimes, you guys might have thought that my life is wonderful . I spend alot of time with bestfriend , [ insert name ] . Yet, my feeling is just not right . Its like, Im gonna lose him any sooner , idk why I got these kind of weird feelings everytime . Still, I tried to overcome everyth . To me, we're like drifting apart . So near, yet so far . Sigh ! Im just too afraid . Too afraid to lose someone I treasure most and without us noticing, it be over . God willing, I'd can go through all this by myself . I know, all this while I've been a very independent girl . (:

At times, Im confused . Idk what th hell are those people surround me trying to do . They're like giving me hints which later to turn out th things that I wont expect it to happened . Like duh, I'll broke down . They just dont understand . They thought, playing a game is fun . They thought, pretending is great . They thought, by it , they could settle things easily . Mcm taekkkk ! Sometimes, I myself was hook along th edge by following all their pretending, like going with th flow . Ya know .. Thus, be a two headed snakes infornt of others . They could pretend , so do I . But I pretended for a reason . Urgh, whatever lah ! Hypocrites are ass !

I know, you people wont get what Im posting here . So, whats the point I type my heart out ? Mcm bodoh. Okeh guys, I have to go sch soon enough . Like another, four hours more ? I have to get some sleep now . Byeee~

Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa babe.