Idk why am I being this way . I eat only one or two meals a day now but I didnt finished it all up . I have lesser appetite and not craving for so much things now . Why, whats wrong with me ? ): Friends are really concern about it, especially Shiqin . Thank you so much (: Oh and about my sickness , doctor had assured that I have cured . Alhamdullillah :D Its totally a miracle for me that Ive lived for 15 years and now that Im cured , Im fcuking happy ! Lets celeberate ! Hahah, k joking .

I was rotting at home th whole day playing computer and studied for my EOY examinations . Til I was bored, I decided to eat out cause I was hungry that Ive not ate from yesterday night. I almost went out alone but had Shiqin for company, hehehe ! (: Met at Amk Macd at about 7.15pm, I was late . Proceed to Banquet next . Ordered Fried Kway Teow . I ate about 9 bites , countable eh . Haiya, kind of waste money tough . Went Amk Hub bought Yoghurt , window shopping and bus-ed home . So early right, I know . Since we got nothing better to do, we went home lorh .

There are Minahs and Matreps in th bus, wearing traditional custome making so much noise . I can still hear them although I was listening to music at a full blast . The girls were talking about what undergarments colour they was wearing. Boys were laughing so loud . Like, WTF ?! I was really annoyed by them that I stared at them . Seriously, I do stare people one kind okeh . Urgh !

Tmr might be going to Malaysia . Ive yet to decide if I wanna follow or not . Kind of lazy .. I rather go town or play soccer more interesting right , (: I wanna play street soccer badly ! Come on girls . I shall assume that they agreed after EOY . Bahhh, nvrm . Im so nervous, EOY are just 2 days away .

Ive heard so much rumors about me , it started again. NBCB ! Tell me, who wouldnt be mad if "someone" made up stories abt you have been FF by someone ?! Gladly , I know who is that person is. She's just so close to me , I see her everyday -.-" Putting up a fake smile on me everyday , mcm taek ! Idk what wronged have I done to ____ til she has th intention to do this . I always try my very best to do good deeds to others, but they dont see it . How blind ? Am I so evil ? Tsk ! Well, I shall forgive and forget about it . I shall stay happy as always :D

Yknw, I kind of have this mix feelings towards someone. But why ?! Why must I when I know I shouldnt . Only god knows how I feel . Someone, help me ): See, this is what happens when Ive lost someone special in my life . No one is there for me , I cant rely on anybody anymore . No one is there to stand by me . No one is there to lend me their listening ears . No one is there to lend me thier shoulders to cry on ); Im totally feeling down right now. I shall figure it out on my own , I just have to listen to my heart . I do not want to regret in th end, hmm .. Also, not to lose someone. Cause I dont wanna be a loser in th end.

You can only see things clearly with your heart . What is essential to you is invisble to your eyes.