Thursday, January 21, 2010
{ 7:51 AM }
No more husband.
No more bestfriend since "primary school".
No more listening ears.
No more text msgs.
No more goodnight wishes.
No more outings.
No more care and concern from you.
No more printing pictures of us.
No more hugs.
No more our cute cute hand shake.
No more making me smile wide.
No more memories of us.
Simply, no more you, me and US.
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Brother and Nal came over to fetch me at about 11.30pm yesterday night to have supper at Jalan Kayu. They told me something which I really thanked them for telling me. If not, Im just being a fool and dumb girl all this while. Imagine, I cried in front of my food. Oh my. Lost my appetite, but I forced myself to eat. They send me back about 1am, chill at carpark and we had some chat about th same issue. I swore I felt like breaking down and cry but I managed to fight my tears. Really thanked Nal for telling me almost everything. Thanks for giving me advices and stuffs. Now, Ive got to move on. No point waiting any longer.
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To me, nothing seems to be like it is. You're not th one whom I know before. All th things you've said in th past, I shall forget about it all. ); I shall not wait or hoping if you're gonna text me up anymore.
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I hate you for making me love you. I hate you for stoling my heart and ran away, keep me hanging on for $%&^*# days, weeks, months! ); Its easy for people to say, 'move on'. If only you were in my shoes, you'll understand how hard it is. Apparently, I know I have to. You'll never know how much hurt, pain, sacrifices Ive gone through. Those obstacles. Sigggghhh );
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Mengapa ku disini masih menanti dan menyayangi?
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Happy 15th To Fwizah sweetheart :D
Happy 17th Brithday to Kiki Sygg(not!)-.-
Happy 19th to Amri. ( Must be honoured, I type it in my blog. Chet!) :D
Happy 4th monthsary to them. Last even longer ! (;
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Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa Babe.
