Monday, February 15, 2010
{ 9:07 PM }
I need a listening ear badly. Too bad, no one is there for me. Called my brother, his prepaid is low. Texted Nal, but no reply from him. Wanted to text Ahdek, but I guess better not. Tell me, am I a bad friend or what? I just dont understand, why must always guys fool me after what Ive done for them. Irrits much.
[Insert name], I know, you'll own up to me sooner or later. Gladly, you did today. Hah, I know you cant hold on to th guilt any longer cause I said, 'Please, dont lie to me.' Thank god you realised that you do not want me to regard you as a coward. You know you made a very big mistake towards me and why didnt you have th guts to tell me whats really going on at th very beginning? Why must you lie? I know, you wont bother much, wether or not Im hurt.
After what Ive done for you, is this what I get in return? Though we had some fights in between, have I ever be mad at you for long? Have I not even forgive you about it? Why after so much of helping hand I gave, you willing to do this to me? You cheated me. You convinced me, it was all a rumours. I know it was all a lie yet I tried to hold on. I keep th trust I had for you. But now, you can just forget about everything. Dont bother to gain th trust that I had for you back again.
You know I'll be upset then why are you doing this to me? You said, you'll treasure our friendship. You said, you regard me as your bestest friend. You said, you do not want to lose a friend like me who's always there. But why? But why is everything turn out th other way that it should be?
Tell me, is your girl is th first person to give you a valentine gift? NO. Which girl has done all this for you besides me? NONE. Which girl is willing to spend her money and time searching something for you, to let you know that she still care and want th frienship to be like before though at that point of time, we aint in good terms. Sigh.
.Ive been through this kind of situation couples of times. Why is it so? No one has appreciate and treasure anything that Ive done or gave. Pretty saddening ); I must make all this, a lesson for me to learn.
When lepak with th boys on Saturday. Some pictures here ~ Someone send dinner to my house on th eve of Valentine's Day. Its really a surprise, thank youuuu ! (: Sunday, have to follow my mum, but I overslept. Mama left without me. On th same day, I had to cancel plan that Ahdek made for us due to some reasons, Im very sorry about it. I know you're upset. But at least, I met you with my brother all at night, *winks* (;
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Town was like so damn quiet yesterday. None of th shops are open at Far East and all. Bus-ed down to City Hall, met brother and friends. Make our way to The Float. Funfair. Home sweet home at midnight. Pictures wont be upload. Cause my camera flash is broken ); I need a new camera. Someone, buy for me ah? Huahua :D
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I was pretty surprise when a friend of mine asked me about Capaldi. Haiyaaaa, oh my. Nothing much to say about it also. Yet, Im trying to believe he left for a good reason. I must not think negative. I hope he is doing great. Somewhere deep down in my heart, I miss him. Hah, idk why? (;
Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa Babe.
When lepak with th boys on Saturday. Some pictures here ~ Someone send dinner to my house on th eve of Valentine's Day. Its really a surprise, thank youuuu ! (: Sunday, have to follow my mum, but I overslept. Mama left without me. On th same day, I had to cancel plan that Ahdek made for us due to some reasons, Im very sorry about it. I know you're upset. But at least, I met you with my brother all at night, *winks* (;
Had a mini trg at Kallang, Th cage just now. Pretty fun. Played few games too, awesome. (: Ive yet to decide if I wanna catch th match of Geylang Vs Young Lions tmr at Jalan Besar. Thought of like giving it a miss? Hmm.