the sweet innocent liies

2010-04-17T15:52:00.001+08:00

LIFE IS GREAT

2010-04-01T12:32:00.003+08:00

If you give me a chance I will love you right.

Idk if I could ever be without you boy because you complete me.

We are th perfect two, I love you. < 3

2010-03-30T19:49:00.003+08:00

Im over at Woodland house right now. Facebook and blogger being such a bitch. Internet lagging, ahhh! Tk ke mcm irritating tu? Aiyayai ~ Because of this, I've missed watching th last episode of Dikit Putri. Stupid! -.- A few pictures cant be uploaded. Im so so so pissed right now. Mcm nk buang je nie laptop. Urggghhhh!

Watch Kude Kepang last Saturday and father spoiled my day. Had a major fight with him. He acted violence on me so I did a police report just now. Hmm. Thanks to Eyrah Fyeza Fwizah Hafiz Naufal and my lovely brother for being there. I love you all bits and pieces. (;

Idk till when will we continue being this way. Each time when we're okay, sooner or later we're not. Then when we are okay again, later we're not. Mcm pathetic ah, I dont understand. Im sick and tired of being this way. I know you have been having th negative thoughts everytime. That makes you react such way and do things without thinking. Til you have th heart to send me such text msgs when you can at least talk things out with me. Im just someone who'll listen to any kind of problems that come along. Im nt th type of girl who just leave th problem hanging. Let me tell you that this is th second or third time you've send that kinda text. Have you ever sit and think what may happen? How I felt and all? No one has done this to me other than YOU. I believe you know its hurting yet you did it. Hm

I know we've been through alot of ups and downs but Im sad that you end our friendship this way. I dont get it why must you even end our friendship? "Maybe we're be friends in future again, maybe?" Whats this?! What do you mean by this?! Haish. I gave you whatever I can before, my care and concern, listening ears and all but why are you doing this? At least, show me that you appreciate everything. Actions speaks louder than words. I teaches you what is real friendship, then you end it this way. My fault ke? Hmm. Maybe, you just dont understand what its like to be in my shoes. Sigh. My memories with you are sweet yet bitter huh(?) Hm, okay. Maybe Im just your easiest goodbye. Enough said and done. );

School have been great. I miss Member Setia so much boleh tak? Cant wait for Thursday! Yayyyy ~ Sara told me that she dreamt of all th soccer girls was eaten up by an elephant. Funny! Hahaha ;)

Us <3

Things have been great between me and th Ex, Im loving it. He's someone who never fails to be there each time. To be thinking of a time, when you no longer be there. For me to gaze upon in delight and all our feelings share. Is not acceptable to me because in my life is where I want you to be. Always and forever. Awww. 3 words, I L O V E YOU! :D

2010-03-23T08:31:00.003+08:00

School has started. Still in my holiday mood. Aiyayai ~

Yesterday school was abit slack. Had dance yesterday, it was fun and tiring. Im lovin' th steps now. Heee :) Cikgu says she actually wanted to cancel dance and all go IKEA tgt to check out some stuffs to be put in th dressing room. Hahaha, cute right? Lol. Had dinner outside with th bbygirls. Home sweet home. Didnt talk to someone for th whole day, believe it or not?

Today, I woke up at 5am for Kiki's sake okay?! Kiki, say what??? Hahah! She wanted to save up money, so she wanna bring food from home. Then, she told me to bring food too. Eventually, she only brought bread! Roti je tau. Best? While I brought Fried Rice. Delicioso (; I went Ntuc yesterday for her sake to bring food too but she brought bread je to school? Funny or what you?! Nyahaha.

Thought of like at least learn something during maths BUT Mr Koh brought us to th comp lap instead. Hmpf -.- Its raining like rain and dogs right now, effing cold in here. & Im having flu. Mcm irritating je. Hmm.

Looking forward to go swimming this Thursday. Weeeee ~

Just to let you know ____, boys like you are everywhere. Im aware of you at th very beginning. And, I dont need a man like you in my life. Seriously. When only th other girls whom you contacting with knows who you really are, then they'll regret. Believe me. You only know how to speak, but do not know how to do it nor show. Remember, actions speaks louder than words.

& Im feeling your presence now. Im lovin it ;D

Goodbye. (;

2010-03-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

Holiday have been G R E A T ! I got so much to update, like soooo much. But nvrm, nyahaha. (: I so wanna go to th Resort World or th Universal Studio or whatever it is called. I wanna take a ride on th roller coaster. Weeee ~ But, after N's I supposed. Yayyy :D

Granny came back from Jb and stayed over at my house for a week now. She's sick and there's no one can take care of her when Im out to school and dad is out to work. Seriously, idk what can I do to help. I need to sacrfice my time for her. Hopefully I could manage.

Had a fight with my dad, like fcuk. I almost ran away from home. Btol ! Hmm

I rather have hard times together than to have it easy apart. I learn so much by just knowing you. You know that its true, I was made for you. And, you're just someone who stay through all my ups and downs. Thanks. :)

Okay, thats my brother. Nk kenal-kenal ke? Haha, kay bye!

2010-03-11T07:50:00.004+08:00

What a start of a day. Feeling so sown right now. Fcuk it, I hate this feeling. Idk what th hell am I thinking.

Thanks to Kiki Eyrah Fyeza Fyy Fwizah and Shay for being there. They're never fail to lend me a listening ears and shoulder to cry on. They know when Im happy and when Im sad. But right now, I felt so fcuking miserable and I think I can breakdown and cry anytime! ); I do not know what will happen next. Idk if we are still in contact or not. Idk if he is serious of what he says.

" If you want to forget . Forget la okay. I dont mind. Take care Mira (: Bye );"

You dont mind, shows that you dont bother and dont wanna care no more. I hate to come across to this situation. I cant concentrate in school work now. Fcuk it Fvuk it FUCK IT !

You're on my mind every second, every minute. How can I forget about you now ? Oh my. So sad but true, for me there's only you. Ily _____. Haish ); But I believe in this, "God will never take away something from you without giving you something better."

I know, everything takes time to heal. But, Im too hurt. Why? Hmpf. I think, I dont deserve anyone and nobody deserves me. Enough said.

:

Having match against Wdlands Sec today. Today's game decides everything. Bila-bila Whitley takda kalah, WHITLEY !

2010-03-10T10:11:00.003+08:00

School has been awesome with th people around me. Thanks to KikiBam Sara Fwizah Fyeza Fyy Eyrah Nizam Shay Yan Yat Farris. People say, I am not being me nowadays. Am i, Ki? Oh my. Bile malam je kot? -.-

Was reading through Kiki Bam's blog and I found this, "Di mana ada love, di situ ada kepahitan." True enough.

2010-02-17T18:48:00.008+08:00

Deleted previous post. I'll update a proper one now. Yesterday went to meet up with Kiki at Amk to have late lunch at Macdonalds about 4pm. After which, made our move to meet Fwizah Fyqah Nizam and Shay at playground. Waited for Yan and Yat til about almost 7pm. While waiting, like usual we camwhore. Hah, (: We took about 100 plus of pictures in a day. Lol

Make our move to Jalan Besar Stadium. Catch th match of Geylang United Vs Young Lions. Was really hoping if Young Lions could win but apparently not. Geylang United won with th score of 1 nil. Took bus to Amk and all when separate ways.

Someone had a conflict with S____ about me yestetday. It seriously pissed me off. Thanks to another person, S____ for making up stories. It is so not true. Still, you can trust him and make a fast action towards S____ when you did not even see it for yourself. Why dont you seek for explaination from either th both of us and see those pictures for yourself first before venting your anger and make such actions? Hmpf

Hafiz and I so called had a major fight yesterday night. You're saying its my fault that you've change. Come on, nobody can changed you, only you can change yourself. Early morning, received a text msg from him, again we quarell. What a start of a day, booo ~

Futhermore, Im down with fever right now. I barely even can get up from bed. Its almost 7.30pm and Ive not had any single meal for a day. Grrr!

I guess, we're not as compatible as before. Maybe its time, its time for us to go our separate ways. Can forget about us getting back together again. It will never be a reality. Goodbye, 101009. Memories of us will always be kept in heart.
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Me plus You.

Someone told me, I should take caution when it comes to love, and I did.

And now when all is done. There is nothing to say. Falling out of love is hard. Falling for betrayal is worst. Broken trust and broken hearts, I know.

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa Babe.

2010-02-16T23:17:00.007+08:00

I hate it when Ill start to breakdown and cry. It really makes me feel weak. Why cant people simply see me happy? One after another problem? I had enough. Im sick an tired of all this!

FUCK ALL THIS SHIATS !

And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

Pernah kita kecap bahagia
Menyulam kasih menyemaikan cinta
Engkau ku cintai engkau jua ku sayangi
Kesetiaan ku jangan diragui

Kita pasangan bahagia
Ku yakin cinta untuk selamanya
Kita merancang Tuhan jua menentukan
Kita ditakdir tidak bersama

Runtuh harapan yang dibina
Kerana engkau jadi miliknya
Bagaikan kaca terhempas ke batu
Hancur luluh impian suciku

Ku sedari kedaifan diri
Tak selayak berganding dengan mu
Walau teguhnya cinta mu pada ku
Engkau tak akan jadi milik ku
Yang ku miliki hanyalah kesucian cinta
Kesetiaan yang tiada taranya
Harta pangkat ringgit yang berjuta
Bukan jaminan membina bahagia

Hanya sekejap nikmat bahagia
Cinta kita putus jua akhirnya
Pada mu jua ku serahkan segala
Aku hanya insan yang tak berdaya
Cinta mu hanyalah sementara

........

Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
ku cintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
ku ikhlas tuk bertahan

cintaku padamu begitu besar
namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
membuat keresahan

meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
hingga ku jatuhkan air mata
kekecewaanku sungguh tak berarah
biarkan ku harus bertahan

jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah

jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya

;Khas untuk Muhammad Hafiz

Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa Babe.

L O V E

2010-02-16T01:14:00.002+08:00

Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does. Which is somehow true. Hm, the best and most beautiful things in the world can't be seen, nor touched, but are felt in the heart. Love is like sunshine. It brings a golden glow to its beholder's face. And a warm feeling all over their body. It awakens souls and opens eyes. And when its over, it leaves billions of small memories called stars.

When you love someone, it's something. When someone loves you, it's another thing. When you love the person who loves you back, it's everything. The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and to be loved in return. Love is like the wind you can see it but you can't feel it. A love that is denied only goes stronger. Love people, use things. Don't use people, don't love things. Don't fall in love with someone you can live with, fall in love with someone you can't live without. Love isn't finding the perfect person, it is finding the imperfect person and seeing how they are perfect. If you love someone put their name in a circle not a heart because hearts can break but circles go on forever.

I believe, if you love someone, you give everything you can and don't expect to receive anything in return.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MAMAT.

May all you wish come true and have a good future endeavours. (:

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa Babe.

A LIE

2010-02-15T21:07:00.010+08:00

I need a listening ear badly. Too bad, no one is there for me. Called my brother, his prepaid is low. Texted Nal, but no reply from him. Wanted to text Ahdek, but I guess better not. Tell me, am I a bad friend or what? I just dont understand, why must always guys fool me after what Ive done for them. Irrits much.

[Insert name], I know, you'll own up to me sooner or later. Gladly, you did today. Hah, I know you cant hold on to th guilt any longer cause I said, 'Please, dont lie to me.' Thank god you realised that you do not want me to regard you as a coward. You know you made a very big mistake towards me and why didnt you have th guts to tell me whats really going on at th very beginning? Why must you lie? I know, you wont bother much, wether or not Im hurt.

After what Ive done for you, is this what I get in return? Though we had some fights in between, have I ever be mad at you for long? Have I not even forgive you about it? Why after so much of helping hand I gave, you willing to do this to me? You cheated me. You convinced me, it was all a rumours. I know it was all a lie yet I tried to hold on. I keep th trust I had for you. But now, you can just forget about everything. Dont bother to gain th trust that I had for you back again.

You know I'll be upset then why are you doing this to me? You said, you'll treasure our friendship. You said, you regard me as your bestest friend. You said, you do not want to lose a friend like me who's always there. But why? But why is everything turn out th other way that it should be?

Tell me, is your girl is th first person to give you a valentine gift? NO. Which girl has done all this for you besides me? NONE. Which girl is willing to spend her money and time searching something for you, to let you know that she still care and want th frienship to be like before though at that point of time, we aint in good terms. Sigh.
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Ive been through this kind of situation couples of times. Why is it so? No one has appreciate and treasure anything that Ive done or gave. Pretty saddening ); I must make all this, a lesson for me to learn.

When lepak with th boys on Saturday. Some pictures here ~ Someone send dinner to my house on th eve of Valentine's Day. Its really a surprise, thank youuuu ! (: Sunday, have to follow my mum, but I overslept. Mama left without me. On th same day, I had to cancel plan that Ahdek made for us due to some reasons, Im very sorry about it. I know you're upset. But at least, I met you with my brother all at night, *winks* (;

Town was like so damn quiet yesterday. None of th shops are open at Far East and all. Bus-ed down to City Hall, met brother and friends. Make our way to The Float. Funfair. Home sweet home at midnight. Pictures wont be upload. Cause my camera flash is broken ); I need a new camera. Someone, buy for me ah? Huahua :D

Had a mini trg at Kallang, Th cage just now. Pretty fun. Played few games too, awesome. (: Ive yet to decide if I wanna catch th match of Geylang Vs Young Lions tmr at Jalan Besar. Thought of like giving it a miss? Hmm.

I was pretty surprise when a friend of mine asked me about Capaldi. Haiyaaaa, oh my. Nothing much to say about it also. Yet, Im trying to believe he left for a good reason. I must not think negative. I hope he is doing great. Somewhere deep down in my heart, I miss him. Hah, idk why? (;

Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa Babe.

2010-02-04T08:19:00.002+08:00

Life people say is touch and go. Some people you know may only be there for a time. Some may go away but people who you find special will always find ways to stay.

Trying to forget, but idk why th past kept on spinning around in my mind endlessly. You shouldnt exist in my life at th first place. If only I could rewind back time, I wished we never knew each other before. Glad thang is that, we did not go any futher.

Facing to a brighter future ahead. Happy being th way I am now. Others kept saying, " why not you find a new boyfriend." Hm, no. Cause, someone I need is so close to me. Why would I be stupid to let go of something which is just so close. Oh my. Maybe, now isnt th right time yet. Cause I could see and feel there's changes in you. Or maybe just me, thinking th otherwise. Ive to make a wise decision cause I wouldnt want to be hurt nor hurt th other party. Yet, he got everything I need. (;

2010-02-01T13:31:00.002+08:00

I dreamt about Capaldi last two days. Oh my. When I woke up, I saw myself crying through th mirror refelction. Aiyayai ~ What a sad thing to dream about him when Ive already forget about him. Sigh );

Slowly, Ive seen th brigther side of th future. Thanked to my beloved Ex, Hafiz, who've never fail to be there for me through my thick and thins. Appreciate it so much. I realised, he's th only one whom treasure me and appreciate whatever Ive done though in some ways, Ive hurt him. At times, I tend to scold him when he's feeling down, when I know, Ive to give him some space to calm down. Sometimes, I gave him attitude either. But he tolerate with everything and he is th one who is always giving in when I know, Im at fault. Yet, he never gave up on me. Trying to forget th pass and continue with th future. From th bottom of my heart, I still do love you. (;

2010-01-21T07:51:00.002+08:00

No more husband.

No more bestfriend since "primary school".

No more listening ears.

No more text msgs.

No more goodnight wishes.

No more outings.

No more care and concern from you.

No more printing pictures of us.

No more hugs.

No more our cute cute hand shake.

No more making me smile wide.

No more memories of us.

Simply, no more you, me and US.

)))))))));

Brother and Nal came over to fetch me at about 11.30pm yesterday night to have supper at Jalan Kayu. They told me something which I really thanked them for telling me. If not, Im just being a fool and dumb girl all this while. Imagine, I cried in front of my food. Oh my. Lost my appetite, but I forced myself to eat. They send me back about 1am, chill at carpark and we had some chat about th same issue. I swore I felt like breaking down and cry but I managed to fight my tears. Really thanked Nal for telling me almost everything. Thanks for giving me advices and stuffs. Now, Ive got to move on. No point waiting any longer.

To me, nothing seems to be like it is. You're not th one whom I know before. All th things you've said in th past, I shall forget about it all. ); I shall not wait or hoping if you're gonna text me up anymore.

I hate you for making me love you. I hate you for stoling my heart and ran away, keep me hanging on for $%&^*# days, weeks, months! ); Its easy for people to say, 'move on'. If only you were in my shoes, you'll understand how hard it is. Apparently, I know I have to. You'll never know how much hurt, pain, sacrifices Ive gone through. Those obstacles. Sigggghhh );

Mengapa ku disini masih menanti dan menyayangi?

Happy 15th To Fwizah sweetheart :D

Happy 17th Brithday to Kiki Sygg(not!)-.-

Happy 19th to Amri. ( Must be honoured, I type it in my blog. Chet!) :D

Happy 4th monthsary to them. Last even longer ! (;

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa Babe.

2010-01-19T08:32:00.003+08:00

Simply, life sucks so much. Im not th girl whom you knew before. Even I, myself missed being th old me. Th crazy noisy irritating yet adorable me, they say. But some things and situation made me changed and be this way. Why? Urgh whatever! Hoping so much if things will be back as penormal. Everything takes time to heal, Mira. Im not as strong as what you may thought. But because of someone, I believe Im strong enough to face everything and not to be a very low spirit girl. Thank you (",)

When you came back, things aint th same. I miss you, so much. );

Yours sicerely with love;

Miraaa Babe.

2010-01-17T15:44:00.014+08:00

Tmr, 18th January is my beloved bestfriend's birthday. Hope you'll have a brighter future ahead. Stay cute and happy as always. I miss you (: Happy 17th Birthday A'Phit Capaldi :D

Saturday was spend real splendid with my schoolmates and two other new friends, Akyn and Syukur. They're friendly, funny and adorable. Hah (: Yesterday plan was to go to La Salle as there is an open house but someone called me, admitting she was Ms Chin, saying that th open house is ending soon, so we dont have to come. Upon reaching Bugis Macd, Sara Faiz Sufyan Fyy and Fwizah were there waiting for me. Im late for like 15 mins. Hehe, Im sorry. Told them that we dont have to carry on with our plan cause its kinda waste of time if we go there and th event is over. Pathetic -.-" Thought of joining Hafiz and others at Sentosa but was cancelled.

So waited for Akyn and Syukur to arrived then we made our move to Marina Square to have my late lunch at Macd. Sara Faiz and Sufyan decided to walked around as they've eaten. Faiz and Sufyan take a ride on th mini Zebra and they went around Marina Square, mcm budak kecik. Oh my. Sara got th video, its super funny. You can laugh til you have stomach cramps. Gaga :D

Had my meal, like usual Im th last one to finish my food. When I was eating, Akyn was acting like one gay boy and Syukur was disgusted by it. His reactions was funny. Hahah! After all, bought Ice cream for myself and meet up with th rest and proceed to Esplande. I actually forgotten that yesterday was Saturday, upon arriving, I saw many Mats and Minahs around. Oh my, oh my. Akyn sissy and friends came few mins later. Chill out for a short while and camwhore with them was so much fun. Then, we went our separate ways. Fwizah and Fyy had to head home. Faiz Sufyan Sara and I went Lau Pa Sat. Others, chill out I guess? Made out move and 8 plus. Got home, get changed and meet up with Hafiz. Home sweet home at 10.50pm.

Im so looking forward for Akyn's family chalet next week. Weeee~ (;

Pictures of yesterday. (:

The Girls.

Syukur & Akyn.

See his face, nak step menjeng suap Syukur. HAHA!

feat. Fwizah & Fyy

Godfather? BAHHH ! -.-

Aww.

Akyn, Mira's lil adorable AngelMEN.

Faiz and Sufyan.

Sara doorky awesome!

Miraaa Babe.

Bbygirls.

My bestfriend.

Sufyan, stop it. Will ya? Hah!

Had Malay dance performance at KCPS on Friday. Everything went smooth I guess? Except one or two made a few mistake. Its okay(: Lots of last mins changes. Aiyayai ~ Nothing much to update about it. Here are some pictures. Enjoyyyy ~

Hafiz has been acting a lil weird since yesterday night. Im afraid if its because of me he's acting that way. Hmpf. Tried asking him severals of time what had cause him feeling so down yet he kept denying it and say if he shall keep it to himself. Idk why, but Im sad looking at him this way. I felt as though Ive failed being a good friend nor ex girlfriend to him now. I just cant seems to help him in any way. Im useless. Yes, I am. ); Plus, I dont even know when should I make my move. Sigh. Someone, please help me. I know, Im th one who leave yet Im th one who is waiting. Why why why? Haish.

Ive switch off my hp for some purpose. All I wanted is to fix and let things be like before. But you've hurt me alotttttttttttttt. Terima kasih Cinta. Now, you dont have to bother, search, contact or care. Kay? Kay best. BYEEEE !

Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa Babe.

2010-01-12T08:35:00.003+08:00

Convince me if everything's gonna be okay. Tell me you're someone that I can still trust. You said you love. Let me know if you dont love no more. Let me know if you're no longer gonna be there like you used to.Cause, I just dont wanna waste my precious time, hanging around like a stupid girl, waiting any longer if things dont work out. It hurts, so much. ):

"Mira, you're someone different without having a boyfriend. We love it this way. You're sweet. (:" - Nn.

He explained that though I have alot of guy friends, I have my limit and boundaries to it. I dont entertain much guy when I have a boyfriend. Its because he understands that I dont wanna have any misunderstanding between my love. But, people around love me being not attached to anyone. Cause they said, I am me. To their eyes, Ive to pretend and be someone different with my love. True? To me, its totally a NO. I am who I am, whether being attached or not.

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa Babe.

2010-01-09T14:57:00.008+08:00

Everything has changed. Its only for a short while Im feeling your presence. How I wished I could put a pause or stop to th time. No one seems to have th time to lend me their listening ears. Its been quite some time Ive gone through this. Easy say, I felt sad without you around. );

Yet, you left without a word. Its seems like you're not sincere afterall. Its okay, I'll forgive and forget. But remember, you left a mark on my empty heart. Sigh. When I was laying down in bed, suddenly I remembered, you once said, "we're an ordinary friend".

To make things clear, Im not a girl whom looks into her past. I will always KEEP MOVING FORWARD. Nothing in this world stays forever. Friends come and go. Sometimes I wonder, why must th person I want to share and give my life to gone so fast? It hurts to see th person you love walked out of your life slowly, leaving an empty heart behind. Everytime, I told myself to hang on a little while longer. Cause I know, you're th one for me. Hmm.

"How do I say goodbye to someone I'd never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And, why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?"

When I receive a text msg, I always hope it is from you. Hmm. Why must I fell in love with you, knowing that there was never any possibility of being with you. Sigh.

Capaldi ! I miss you eff' much much ! );

Kerna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta.

Here are a few pictures during countdown. (:

Hafiz.

Bbygirl, Eyrah sweetheart.

Bbygirl, Fiza Sygg.

w Udyn & Hafiz.

Fireworks.

Member Setia, I love.

My beloved brother :D

Ezatie. Bump into her, lol.

Shesha. Before heading down to Marina.

Us.

School has been awesomeeee with th people around me. Like usual, class has been very noisy. Full of laughters because Kiki and I will laugh like there's no tmr. Haha :D Now, we're like giving everyone's name with th ending pronouncesation of th letter 'O' behind. Eg, Mira, Miro. Kiki, Kiko. Sara, Saro. I find it kinds cute! Though we're playing around, when it comes to study, we still do pay attention. If its boring, we'll sleep. Haha. Then th class will be silent. Kiki and I trying to stay focused at times, cause we really wanna back up and make it to sec 5 if possible,* winks*

Plus, we must camwhore everyday in school. Hehehe ~

People say, we look alike (;
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Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa Babe.

2010-01-02T16:19:00.002+08:00

This year countdown was wayyyyyy awesomeeeee :D Celebrated with my two lovely bbygirls, Eyrah and Fyeza. Ex boyf and Uddyn. MS, ( Adilah Yasmin Mirakot ) not to forget, Ramzan Sai and Sulaiman. Nal Chong and my brother tagged along, but they went missing halfway. My design freinds was supposed to tagged along, but they're over at Vivo. Just to recap, first head to town > Arab Street > Marina > Vivo > Sentosa. Saw many familiar faces at Marina. Saw Erahh and her boyf(: Kiki and her love. All th KB members(: Ezatieeeee too :D

Went time strikes midnight, fireworks boom boom boom. Its very beautiful. :D Everyone were shouting their lungs out, hahah! Had so much fun. After that, proceed to Vivo. waited for Sharul and Cipi. While waiting ate macd at Habourfront. 3 plus, left to Sentosa. Trained home at 7am. Reached home about 8am. Was very shagg, didnt wash up. Teros da K O. Pictures will be upload soon. Now, goodbye 2009 and hello 2010 (;

All th memories of 2009 shall be kept and my resolution for 2010 is to have a wonderful year and pass N levels and proceed to Sec 5. Yayyyyy! Schools re opening soon, so looking forward. Ive decide not to dye my hair black again, bohoooo~ Hoping for th best for 2010. Happy new year! :D

Will end my post with wishing Wan Sapau and Happy 18th Birthday. May all your wish come trueeeee(:

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa Babe.

2009-12-16T16:44:00.003+08:00

Celebrate Eva's birthday in advanced yesterday. Th day didnt went pretty smooth at th beginning but everything were okay after that. Was supposed to meet at my Woodland house at two, but Im late. I arrived at four. Capaldi was late too due to waking up late I supposed, haha. So I met him under th void deck and we went up together. Arrived, Cong Eva Kiki was actually waiting for us, so we start th day by eating Pizza.

After that, had some problems happened. Brother was not in th mood, but he's okay after that. I went inside th room and saw Kiki and Capaldi was sleeping. Mcm best. I was kind of tired, so I took a short nap too. Bed was occupied with th two of them. I got no choice, I squeeze behind Kiki, ended up sleeping behind his butt -________-" Then, my brother sat on th bed, which made me felt uncomfortable. Sempitttttttt. Next time, beli katil queen size punya lah. Haha! ______ said my hair smells nice. Awwww (;

Proceed to level two. Brother light up a cupcake for Eva and we sang her a birthday song. Aww, touched eh babe? Heeee (: Wan Sapau joined us soon after that. Plan was to head down to town but brother made some changes. Instead, we went Woodlands Point to play pool.

Brother borrowed my hp and I went back home.

Happy 15th Birthday to Eva.

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa Babe.

2009-12-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

Im craving for Mars Bars.

Movies.

Ben&Jerry Ice creammmmm.

Sakura.

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God, please give me some faith and strength to what Ive got to go through. What I could do is now to follow with th flow or sit and wait for a miracle to happen. Hmm. You said Ive changed. I know and I realised it earlier before. What could be th possible reasons for me to react such way? Sometimes, I myself couldnt get th answer. I myself do not know why Im doing all this to you when at th other hand, I know, you're trying so hard to win my heart and change for th better. Thank you for all that. Appreciate it much.

Hafiz send me a long text message at midnight. Wishing us our 2nd monthsary today. I swear Im touched. Awww. I even cried while reading it. Aiyayai~ Why Mira? Dont look back to th past. Brighter future ahead. Mira boleh! Hmm (;

"Never thought I, be in Love like this."

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-12-07T13:50:00.003+08:00

Feeling really weak to face th fact that I should. Sometimes I sat down and think, why must I go through all this shits? When you've got someone that you love, you'll think that he's th one and he's right for you, but it turn out to be th otherwise. Why?! It really hurts to bid goodbye to someone you almost gave and share your life with. Hm, I dont believe in forever. I dont.

Afterall, I never had once regret being in love with you. Giving you th opportunity to have us once again. Ive gone through so much pain, so do you. Love, just need a lot of sacrifices. You just have to meet th wrong ones before meeting th right. (:

Aphit Capaldi, my one and only beloved bestfriend. He has been there for me no matter what happens. Always cheer me up when Im down. I love th way he cares for me. Awww .. He never fail to keep me smiling. Thank you, Sayaaaaaaaangg you ;D

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-12-05T16:41:00.003+08:00

Gotta update a lil since many are begging me to. What I gotta say is now, I miss Sabahhhh VERY MUCH . Bohooo ~ I miss my room mates, bus partner and not to forget my tour guide. We were very bonding, I really do miss those times, awww ): Oh wells, sweet memories shall be kept. I wish I have alot of time to update about th 5 days there, but too bad I dont. Aiyayai ~ Will upload th pictures here if Im not lazy, heh.

Now im over at my Woodlands house. Im leaving in 5 mins time to town baybies. Cant wait to go for th gig mannnnn ! Yayyyyy ~ :D So, I shall end my post here. Keep th tags rolling in babes, cause its dead -.-" Toodles ! (:

p.s ; I want a man like you forever in my life ______.

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-11-20T18:38:00.004+08:00

More pictures to be upload but its not with me , boooo ~ These pass 5 days have been great and enjoyable for me. Like at last , I stepped back to town beybeh :D Monday, went slacking with Bbyboy and friends. Nothing much to elaborate about it.

Tuesday, woke up pretty early to meet Mama but plan cock up so I went to my Woodlands house instead cause my brother told me to come over . Arrived, Eva Nad Zainal Afiq and brother was sleeping , my brother was busy hugging Eva so I shall not disturb. They woke up soon enough after that, cause I make noise maybe ? LOL. Was bored, left to meet Bby and friends. Accompany Bby go home for some reasons, I did fell asleep yet he didnt wake me up . Yakkkduuushhhh !

After so, in th evening about 7pm, went town with brother, Afiq Kiki Zainal Nad and Eva. Meet them at Cineleisure. They're late ! Hmpf ! Til someone did disturb me okay, mintak kene smack pe Bo? Went they arrived, had my first meal at KFC. After all of us had out dinner, plan was to catch movie but we didnt. Instead, we head down to Haji Lane for Shesha. Zainal drove a van , so we reached to our destination like a wind :D Bought a Sweet Melon flavour, taste awesome. We played, truth or dare. My brother had to tongue kiss with Eva, so he did as told. Eva has to make a lovebite on my brother's neck, she's a hardcore on sex babe. Eva kau SEX MANIAC ! :D BUT , with my brother only lah, hehehe *winks* For myself, I have to kiss Nad on th lips. Omg , I felt like Im a LESBIAN for a second . Lol . And etc ... Played so many games, overall I enjoyed myself. We left for home at about midnight . Thanks to Zainal for sending us back . On that day itself too, ton with Eva Nad and brother. Since all were tired, we slept at 6am.

Wednesday, since I already got my pay I met Erin to search for a job at Centre Point, Somerset. Brother tagged along as he got no plans. We went Marks and Spencer for interview. Th person there will contact us back asap. After which, my brother and I went Burger King to have our late lunch. I treated him for it, seeeeee Im a good sister . Aku tak lokek biler aku ade cent eh Bang . :D ,Your turn to treat me some other days, yessss uh ! Went Amk, wanted to meet Bby but I didnt. He didnt answer my calls. Was mad at him, because I did bought for him dinner. Thought of sending th food to his house, but he's not home . So whats th point ? Hmpf ! Nvm, shall forget about th incident. So, home sweet home .

Thursday,went lpk with bbyboy , watch them play soccer ,under void deck of 212 . My bro tagged along at abt 3pm ? to take his rkk and lpk with me awhile . after so , he went to meet his baby . I followed the others to street soccer court . i watch them play soccer AGAIN , like a daily routine . Lol . Called my bro thought of joining him lpk . but he was busy at his baby's house . Lol . Buat aper ajek . Hope korg have funn that nite . hehehehehe . So i went hougang central to meet my aunt to retrieve my camera back . Head home after that . At home , get to noe that my aunt is pregnant + my Grandma Fell , i was so worried abt her . wish my bro and i had money to visit her at msia . but too bad . we're are tight rite now . haishh . well , Hope she get well soon . Love you Grandma . (:

Today, i suppose to have briefing at 10am , but i overslept . So i cabb-ed down to sch to attend to the briefing as early as i could . I arrived got to know that im not in the same group as Fira & Fizah . Felt realy sad abt it . But nvm ,i got my BbyGirls in my group . Confirm Kecohh . (:

Tmr im heading down to town , Shisha Again . Hope its going to be fun . (:
Brother might be tagging along . Gtg for now , so ppl takecare . Im leaving in 2days time .

Your sincerely with love;
Miraaa Babe

2009-11-16T19:56:00.002+08:00

I had a very miserable day today. About some matters , which I dont wish to elaborate, it really spoils my mood. I swear I felt like breaking down and cry just now. They've not heard th true story, nak maen shoot sembarang . Hate when people put th blame on me while my intention was to help , tsktsk ! Eventhough I did nothing major, they blame me . Haish, what to do . Human being that are immatured will always be that way. Bahhhh ~

I wanna be alone for awhile, I sat under th void deck alone . After being so bored, took a bus down to Amk Hub to meet my bro , Hafiz , Eva and her friend. Left not soon after that. Bby gave me a call, he has been searching for me . He said he's worried. I know, its my fault, I left without letting him know. Being so guilty, I went back down to where they were. I was afraid that Bby would be mad at me, but he's not , I supposed so? I know you understands me best, love you Bby . Somehow, you did cheer me up too, awww . I love you I love you I love you (:

F O U R !

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-11-16T01:34:00.004+08:00

Im bored ): No one could keep me company , haish !
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I was blog hopping just now and I stopped at someone's blog since its been long last I read it. Got to know she still have th cheek to post about me . Like wtf ? I really cant be bothered, tsk ! Nie lah org, biler takd hal nak carik pasal . Aiyer !
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Idk why Im feeling all shagged, tried, bored, miserable and EVERYTHING . I miss my Bbyboy , boooo ): Random, I know .
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Nowadays, I kept on reminiscing my past. I miss th old times. I miss th old life I used to have. No more night life ): Ive missed so much thangs. Town, fort canning, esplanade, J.CO , night movies . Sigh !
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Hm, have you evr sit and think , what if ? What if you never had said th first hello? What if our paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, or what if you would have said just one more thing? What if you just had a minute ? What if you could turn back time or make it all just stand still? What if you could say I LOVE YOU one more time or NEVER had said it? Where would your life be?

I may be your first , your last and your only. I love before, I maly love again. But if I loves you now, what else matters? Im not perfect, you aren't ither nad th two of us may never be perfect together. But if I can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto me and give me th most you can. I may not be thinking about you every second of th day, but I will give you a part of me that I know you can break my heart. So don't hurt me, don't changed me, don't analyze me and don't ever expect more than what I can give. Smile when I makes you happy, let me know if I makes you mad. And, tell me that you miss me when Im not there (:
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5 days left.

Jika ada yang blg ku lupa kau

Jgn kau dengar

Jika ada yang blg ku tak setia

Jgn kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang dtg mendekat

Ku menolak

Semua itu kerna

AKU CINTA KAU.

Your sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-11-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

Didnt attend work today, office didnt give me a call either . Pheewww ! Hah, or maybe my name is not in th schedule eh ? Okay, forget it.

Thought of staying home today but Bby gave me a call to eat out. So last min plan met up with Fiza and Bby at coffe shop to have my late lunch. Bby left for home half way. After eating, went to accompany Fiza to take Diodora beg at Mail's house. Went separate ways after that . Didnt thought of going home first , instead I went Amk Hub and central to find another colour of hair dye and some t shirts that I could buy to bring for my Sabah trip. Being a fickle minded girl, decided not to buy any of those yet.

About 5pm, meet up with Bby and went central Top Image to meet up with th boys. Proceed to St Scr court next. Somehow watching them play today was kind of fun, haha . Th ground was wet due to rain, th boys was skating everywhr , very funny plus cute. Especially my bbyboy. *winkwink* Left for home at 7.30pm.

Tmr Im gg interview for a new job, yes uh !

Old pic. Looking forward to go Sentosa with Zaqia and all ! Miss you girls so much (:

I dreamt of him last night , idk why ? Random eh. HAHA

Brother coming over . Im supposed to accompany him for dinner outside. Gonna end my post here. Toodles !

6 days , Im off ):

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-11-15T00:39:00.003+08:00

Its almost 1am , I cant get myself to sleep though Im effin' tired . My phone cant stop beeping , its getting on my nerves . Can you guys just leave me alone, for a while ? Might be great if text me tmr instead ? Its already late at night . I gotta have some rest after having a long day yesterday . Haish ! Kalau matae aku yg msg takp jgk , hmpf !

I woke up super early yesterday , 6.30am . I only had 2 1/2 hr of sleep . Mcm aku pulak yang ton gtu eh , haha. Took my bathe and got dressed. Met up with Mama and Bro at Admiralty about 8.30am . Head down to S'pore Discovery Center for some Family gathering event . Didnt took part playing th games , instead I do some paintings . At th same time, taking care of my lil' bro . Aiyayai ~ Had lunch , catch a short movie in th theatre , lucky draw and home ! We won a 5o$ Capital Mall shopping voucher , best !

Reached Woodlands home, thought of get changed and rushed to Marsiling for a short while for some wedding occasion because its and event held by me design team. Alep forced me to come as its been long last th OT met me . Awww, Im starting to miss everything and everyone ): Felt pretty tired, I decided to call it off. Mama helped me to dye my hair instead . Seriously, Im not satisfied with th colour . But, nvrm.

After which, played laptop til I forgot to check th time . Was supposed to meet Bby, 7pm at Amk to catch th match between Sin and Thai at coffee shop, but Im still home by than. Oh gosh ! I quickly rushed and reached about 8pm but he already left me behind. Its okay, my fault though, hehe. Met Bby and friends there . Our table was th only one who is making so much noise while watching th match. Idk why , but I kind of not in th good mood just now . Having cramps made me much more irritated with my surroundings at times. Left home about 10pm.

Im plain lazy to go to work now, its killing me . Aaaaahhhhh ! Im so gonna look for a new job, higher pay, more th money I earn and my shopping is so gonna be sweet and blast. Fulamak ! Im so not giving any of my earning to dad anymore , hmpf ! Probably might be gg for interview with Bro on Mon. Yayyyy ~

Oh, Fiza is leaving on Mon for Obs . Leaving me so lonely behind. She'll only be back on th 20th . Lame sehhh ! No more noise, laughters, jokes coming from her . I'll be missing you babe ! Syg kau !

Now, Im totally tight. Have not settle my overdue bills yet , grrrrr ! Confirm kene block punye sim card ): Abg, give me back my other number asap ! Top up kan skali eh, *yakdushhhh* !

I wanna catch th movie 2012 soon enough, anyone ?

Time check, 01.28am . Gonna have some sleep now, my body feeling so weak . Toodles(:

Just a week time.

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

grown up with patience.

2009-11-13T20:31:00.003+08:00

Idk who have edited my bloody blog. Th timing just seems to be wrong, will try to correct it again.

God, please give me some strength to go through everything .

Im super upset today . Friday th 13th , what a fcuking suay day for me ): Had some arguments with my dad. He made me cry like fcuk til my eyes are now swollen . Better be okay by tmr, cause Im going out ! Grrrr !

Friends are having so much fun right now while Im home rotting , haish ! I have to give it a missed ): Thanks to my bloody moodswing and dad . I regret for reaching home late yesterday, if not I could ton together with Boyf and friends . Tsk ! Tried so much ways to made him changed his mind, but didnt manage to . Ended up, turn out to be a fight . I was so stressed up and pissed off, then I decided to head down to Mount Faber to chill .

Firstly, why cant my dad just understand what I want ? Why cant just he go with th flow of my needs ? Why cant he appreciate me ? Why cant he be grateful to have me ? Why cant he read me ? Why cant he learn to be in my shoes ? Why cant he understand my situation ? Sigh .

My heart really dropped thinking of all this. I cried my hearts out til there's no tears rolling down my cheek. Thinking of all that, my anger towards him grew even stonger . Yet it reminds me of my mum. Though its been years that Ive separated with her , though th love aint feeling th same no more , I do still remember th things that she teaches me when I was still a kid. To be patient and always give in. I was grown up with patience , a simple word of S O R R Y can settle so much things .

I know Im being rude if I said my dad is not a responsible father, but its true . He think of himself, not me . Uses up all my cash when he knows I need that money to support myself. I wouldnt make it a big fuss if he still could work and support me with what I need . In this case, he dont give me allowance even a cent every month. Maybe he did, a little if I asked. He doesnt know how much effort Ive to put in to get money for myself . Ended up, he spend it all , my effort just roll down th drain. Isnt it weird ? Its like, Im th one who supporting him . Grrrr ! Its okay, patience Mira !

Haish ! Not even a person will come up to me and asked if Im alright. No one has spare me thier listening ears ): You'll see me smiling, laughing away but deep down Im hurt, really hurt. At times I thought, why must I lead life this way ? I just cant believe that I have to face the fact that Im suffering for already 7 years eversince my parents divorce . Thankfully , I had my company to make my day lively .

Idk why Bby smile like that ? Haha. Our first monthsary just passed 3 days ago . For th one month , he really convince me that we're meant to be . Im glad he said, our love is strong . Awww, love you Bby :D

Oh Tuhan ku cinta die

Berikan lah aku hidup

Takkan ku sakiti die

Hukum aku bila terjadi

Aku tak mudah untuk mencintai

Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta

Aku tak mudah mengatakan

Aku jatuh cinta

Senandungku hanya untuk cinta

Tirakan ku hanya untuk engkau

Tiada dusta Sumpah ku cinta

Sampai ku menutup mata

I felt really bad for ending my soccer career, I must have disappoint my girls . Im so sorry ! I just couldnt cope anymore. Again, I apologised . Hmm

Holidays are here, I tend to sleep late cause I just cant get myself into bed. Like 3am then I'll fall asleep . Idk why. Oh , I have to catch up with many people. Especially Zaqia , Nuril and Ain . Been wanting to meet you girls ! Not to forget Izah Love and my Yew Tee clan too (:

Leaving in 8 days time ):

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Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-11-01T18:48:00.003+08:00

School holiday is here ! HOOOORAYYYYY ! Gotten back my result on Friday . Felt a lil' more relieve when I got to know that I was promoted to Sec 4 , pheewwww ! I got to study hard for N levels now .

Now, how am I gonna spend my holidays? Hah , work has been such a bore . Aiyayai ~ Nothing much to update . Im leaving for dinner now . Byeeeee ~

Leaving in 21 days time ):

Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa babe.

2009-10-28T09:06:00.002+08:00

Im just pretty lazy to blog nowaydays as I dont have much time to do so. If I were to recall back of what I wanna post for th past weeks, it will be a fcuking hell long post , hahah . Idk what should I update now . Totally blank , so whatever Im gonna blog, will be all rubbish -.-"

I so wanna go swimming and town ! Its been long last I step to town . Almost a month plus, believe it or not ?! Someone bring me there pleaseeeeee ? Hehehe . I got so much things to shop, but cash not in hand yet ): Plus, Im going to Sabah in one months time for 5 days , miss me alright (: But Ive not yet get my passoport done . Ish , last minute task !

Had some conflict and misunderstanding between Viknesh bout something which I dont think I shall elaborate .

Now, Im just worried about my EOY results . Please, I dont wish to repeat a year , bahhhh ! Cant imagine how my life would be if I were to retain and repeat a year with this year's batch of sec twos'. OH MY G ! Idk why, I'll always have good grades for Common Test but flung EOY, tsk ! Pathetic btol uh kau Mira !

Oh, Bby left for camp today . Leaving me alone for three days, what can I do ? Haha . Well, you just take care and have fun syg ! If I could fetch you on Friday, I willing to . But too bad Im working ):

MISS YA BBY ! :D

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-10-13T20:22:00.003+08:00

Tdy I overslept, lucky enough that I was waken up by Boyf's message . Alarm tak dgr, msg dgr eh , heheh . Rushed to school, took a cab down to school . 15$ burn for taxi because of th traffic jam and extra charge for peak hour. Tak saket hati ke babe?! HAHA ..

Ive got to say that History paper really gonna pull my marks down, hmpf ! I know that Im for sure gonna flung it , ): Sara said that I really looked so stress up just now . Well, ya . I only use one piece of paper , one page but a lil at th back . Believe it or not? LOL . Tmr I'll be having my Maths paper. Wooooo ~ Whole chapter okeh nak kene blaja, tdo ambat uh nari, or maybe tk tdo ? NOT ! haha . Bby you kater nk teman I kan ? Teman smp besok pagy ! Heheh . K , obviously its fake . I have to start on my art asap . Urgh, so lil' time left Mira ! Come on ! Mira boleh , yay !

After school, accompanied Sara to Bishan Junction 8. We had some window shopping . Ended up she bought a tights and headband at Cotton On body . Oh, I want that Bikini ! Somebody, buy for me can ?! *insert evil laugh* :D Went back school after that , waited for Fiza . On my way there, bumped into Zirah . At school, had a short conversation with Fwizah , she really made me laugh about something . Tak ku sangka babe ! (:

Went Amk Central to have my lunch at KFC with Fiza . After eating, proceed to Chacha's house to lepak . Sad that Shidah have to go to school , not much laughter without her . ); Had some singing session with them . They didnt believe that my voice ain't nice. But Faiz said nice , not bad , heheh . (: Okeh, nak masok Anugerah uh mcm nie . *roll eyes* All went down to St Scr next at about 4 plus . Skip2, home sweet home about 7pm .

Overall, my day was great today. Well, actually everyday it is great , hah . Idk why, but I got to say that my life is just so meaningful with Bby around now. At least, there's someone who can be there. Guide me through, hopefully? & I really wished that whatever "game question" that I asked you yesterday was not just a sentence that could come out from your mouth anytime . Prove it if you really mean it (: Awww, I love you I love you I love you ! *winkwink*

Eversince;

1O1O09'

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

Crap.

2009-10-12T19:35:00.003+08:00

Idk why must ____ make a big fuss about th hate tag in her blog ? Okay, krg mesti tau sape . Obviously, she blogged about me again tdy . Kalau aku pakai school comp pun, during school hours, ART period agy , beh blog die private , kirekan aku uh eh ? Best seh ! *clapclap* Padehal I was like finding pictures for art, Soklen and Haikal was my witness . She's beside me all th time . Let me tell you smth though you cant read my blog, ramai org view blog kau, pakai accnt aku kay . Plus, th " ==" tagged me using school comp . Woooo! (:

Don texted me just now asking about my where abouts. He asked why didnt Im so active like before? Hmm, I would like to apologised to my Orang Kampung that Ive long never been contacting them . Maybe I did, but now I seldom with them . I apologised that I didnt came down to any events anymore . Im just busy with work , activites and life . I used to sit down and think of what should I say to you guys if I were to walked out from there . My thought was so kusot at th very moment . I stressed myself up for some reasons . Still, Im always happy yet hurt so much deep inside . Where has everyth gone to ? Is it my fault that everyth changed ? All are grown ups, I believe that you guys can hang in there without me . You guys do not need any of my advices and instruction no more . You guys cant just rely on me everytime . Let me just see all become independent . If not, at least there's th OT to take care of you people.

Ive heard people arnd kept saying, " eh, Mira budak design seh . Dgr2, Papa tiri die pun nak tarik die masok RSM . Die baek sak, tap tak sangka mcm gtu." Hmpf ! But till now , did I moved to others ? Did I ? NO. Sebab ape, Jiwer kuat tetap nan krg . Though you people see me doing this kind of things, Im still proud to be who I am today. Although life is full of ups and downs. Plus, though aku budak design, did I tell anyone ? No. Did I ever acted Fanatic ? No. Ive revealed everyth here . Hopefully my readers will diam2 yer !

I thought of changing for th better BUT yesterday, Faraheen texted me saying, " Mira, kenape you nak changed for th better , sedangkan you're a great girl babe. You're th nicest girl Ive meet and having a nice heart. People cant judge you before knowing you. Im sure, your Bby will love you no matter what you are and he'll always be there, trust me. You're perfect in everyone eyes. "

Thats what she says. Awwww, touch seh ); Thanks babe, ily ! Well, not wanting to show off but its my blog . Freedom of speech babe (: Heheh, hope things will get better soon .

Had Social Studies and Biology paper today . Ss very easy, hopefully I wont flung it because I didnt finished it up, no time ): Biology was kind of difficult but alhamdullilah dpt buat . Went to Kfc with Fiza and Bby after school . Went lepak after that . Had so much fun . Lagy2 dgn Shidah . Irritating yet cute ! Geram je ! Heheheh . Then smth happened, rushed to Bishan . All were drenched due to th heavy rain . Continue lepak-ing , went home about 6.30pm .

I shall study for tmr's History paper later on . Do not want to sleep late again (:

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-10-11T12:24:00.002+08:00

I promised Boyf that I'll update my blog yesterday, apparently I didnt due to th long day I had with him and his family. Okeh, I shall update about this whole week happenings . Bare with it, might be a long post I guess? Heh

Monday;

Had English Paper 1 & 2 , hopefully I wont flung my English papers . End school about 12pm and had no plans. So I thought of like finding a new pair of school shoes for myself . Before that, had lunch at Pizza Hut with Yasmin and Shiqin . We snap pictures like crazy and talk so loud . Shiqin, aku nak gambaaaaa ! As I said before that Ive lost my appetite to eat, I didnt finished my food . Yasmin left after that to meet her Boyf and only left with me and Shiqin. We started to find for my shoes but there's no size . Pretty sad about it but nvrm . Made our move to Tpy to buy myself an upper sec skirt . We had a long walked there . Arrived, aunty said its sold out . Aku da mcm nk nanges , jln da mcm lari 2.4, beh takd ): We waited like takd arah tujuan , ended up she said she has size 26 . Happy lah, abeh? Hahah . Bought it and we left . Went Tpy Central to shop for my shoes again , at last I found it , plus cheaper . Heheh , duet tk burn bnyk sngt :D Shiqin and I bought uniforms too . Senang kate, we shopping for school stuffs. Padehal da nak tutop sch . Its about 6 plus that we left to Hougang Mall to survey for a Long John that she wanted to bring for th Neppal Trekking . Home sweet home after that.

Tuesday;

Mother Tongue Paper 1 & 2. After school went Fiza's house to get changed as my Bbygirls and I are playing St Scr , like finally lah ! When I reached to th location, they've not changed yet . Then they went to Sara's house . It took them a pretty long time to come back . I was kind of pissed by them, but we're okeh . Had a mini match with th Juniors , sume maen asal boleh je . Overall it was fun . Had mini game with Boyf's clique too, great . I fell a lot of times because of Haikal . Maen violent salah, tk voilent pun salah . Apedahhh ! A few of th girls went back after that as they said its getting late . Shiqin, Sara , Hariez and myself went to Fiza's house to chill . Oh, someone asked for my number, obviously I did not give . At Fiza's house , we eat , play comp and watch tebee . I fell asleep , was so damn paiseh that her mum saw plus Boyf ! ): Now, I shall go home straight if I wanna sleep . hehe :D

Wednesday; Thursday, Friday;

Absent myself from school . Met up with Haikal and Co. at Bishan St Scr court to play soccer with them for a short while . Proceed to Amk St Scr court next to meet up with Boyf . Left about 6 plus almost 7pm. Went to eat at Banquet with Mirza and Haikal . Treated Mirza pasal die tanak mkn, hahah ! At that point of them, Mail was with us but he so called , " merajok-ed " with us cause we didnt entertain him I guess? Part yang paling benci, aku di anggap mcm waitress to serve them . Haikal made me like his dog, mcm babi ! Went home after that, kind of angry with Haikal but foget it .

School was great . Went lepak-ing with Boyf and Co. Nothing much to talk about it . Went home , mate da steam2 -.-" Nantok kay !

Home staright after school. Got changed and met up with Boyf . Proceed to Chacha's house to lepak and went St scr at about 5pm? Watched them play til idk wht time . One point, th ball landed on my head so damn fcuking hard smp my hair pun senget . Saket sekejap kepale otak . Boyf and Afal accompanied me to wait for my bus to arrived and bus-ed home. In th bus, there's a Indian guy, his armpit stinks ! Bluek !

Saturday;

Had a very long day . Went out about 1 plus to go Chacha's open house . Met Fiza, Boyf, Afal and Chacha at bus stop . Walked down to Chacha's house after that. We eat, we talked, snap pictures . Zirah arrived, situation mcm ade laen cket . Boyf, Fiza and myself made our move about 4.45pm. I went home, get changed and went Fiza's house . After all da siap2, we cab down to Theck Ghee CC for perjumpaan hari raye . Boyf tatau kasi direction . Hahah ! His mama was like so called bising2 cket. LOL. Th event was awesome, food were delicious . I had fun with their family . Da mcm part of it gtu kan, hehe . ^^ Oh, I almost won a Lcd Tv I guess? Tap thats not my lucky number, haha . Bkn rezeki (: Th event ended about 10.30pm . Boyf, Fiza and Mama accompanied me to flag a taxi . Thanks for yesterday ! I love you guys , haha . Kay, random :D

I thinked I update enough . My fingers are numb now ): Boyf and I are offically tgt only yesterday ; 101009 . Hope this Rs will work out well for you this time round . May we last long . Amin ! (:

Yours sincerely;

Miraaa Babe .

2009-10-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

Basically, I didnt went Malaysia today . I was supposed to meet up with my Aunt at 12.30pm at Admiralty to go to wedding ceremony but I overslept til 12.20 due to sleeping late yesterday . I slept at about 3.30am ): I do not want to rush so I didnt followed them th occasion but to th open house instead .

Waited for them like 45mins at mrt. Ended up they said they've reached at my cousin's voideck . So I took a cab down . After eating all, made my move to meet Haikal and Co. Took a cab down to Amk . Th taxi driver mcm busted, he said I looked like Indian . Okeh, forget about it . Proceed to lepak at 212 with Hafiz and Co. , it was such a bore I guess ? But I enjoyed myself watching them play St Soccer .

candid.

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

Feeling so down );

2009-10-03T21:53:00.008+08:00

Aku tak pernah menduga

Begini hebatnya

Duga lara bila berakhirnya

Persahabatan kita

Mengapa,

Sukar untukku melupakanmu

Namun,

Mudahnya kau menbenci diri ini

);

Idk why am I being this way . I eat only one or two meals a day now but I didnt finished it all up . I have lesser appetite and not craving for so much things now . Why, whats wrong with me ? ): Friends are really concern about it, especially Shiqin . Thank you so much (: Oh and about my sickness , doctor had assured that I have cured . Alhamdullillah :D Its totally a miracle for me that Ive lived for 15 years and now that Im cured , Im fcuking happy ! Lets celeberate ! Hahah, k joking .

I was rotting at home th whole day playing computer and studied for my EOY examinations . Til I was bored, I decided to eat out cause I was hungry that Ive not ate from yesterday night. I almost went out alone but had Shiqin for company, hehehe ! (: Met at Amk Macd at about 7.15pm, I was late . Proceed to Banquet next . Ordered Fried Kway Teow . I ate about 9 bites , countable eh . Haiya, kind of waste money tough . Went Amk Hub bought Yoghurt , window shopping and bus-ed home . So early right, I know . Since we got nothing better to do, we went home lorh .

There are Minahs and Matreps in th bus, wearing traditional custome making so much noise . I can still hear them although I was listening to music at a full blast . The girls were talking about what undergarments colour they was wearing. Boys were laughing so loud . Like, WTF ?! I was really annoyed by them that I stared at them . Seriously, I do stare people one kind okeh . Urgh !

Tmr might be going to Malaysia . Ive yet to decide if I wanna follow or not . Kind of lazy .. I rather go town or play soccer more interesting right , (: I wanna play street soccer badly ! Come on girls . I shall assume that they agreed after EOY . Bahhh, nvrm . Im so nervous, EOY are just 2 days away .

Ive heard so much rumors about me , it started again. NBCB ! Tell me, who wouldnt be mad if "someone" made up stories abt you have been FF by someone ?! Gladly , I know who is that person is. She's just so close to me , I see her everyday -.-" Putting up a fake smile on me everyday , mcm taek ! Idk what wronged have I done to ____ til she has th intention to do this . I always try my very best to do good deeds to others, but they dont see it . How blind ? Am I so evil ? Tsk ! Well, I shall forgive and forget about it . I shall stay happy as always :D

Yknw, I kind of have this mix feelings towards someone. But why ?! Why must I when I know I shouldnt . Only god knows how I feel . Someone, help me ): See, this is what happens when Ive lost someone special in my life . No one is there for me , I cant rely on anybody anymore . No one is there to stand by me . No one is there to lend me their listening ears . No one is there to lend me thier shoulders to cry on ); Im totally feeling down right now. I shall figure it out on my own , I just have to listen to my heart . I do not want to regret in th end, hmm .. Also, not to lose someone. Cause I dont wanna be a loser in th end.

You can only see things clearly with your heart . What is essential to you is invisble to your eyes.

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-10-02T23:36:00.007+08:00

People kept asking me why this year I wear all black . Haha ! Well, cause I just want to . So, whatever black that I have I wore it repeatedly , nothing wrong with it right ? Hah .

Went Raya with clique today, Fiza and Fira tagged along . Gerek ! I took a cab down to Fadhil's house at Bishan . Th taxi driver mcm crazy yknw ! Seram ! Waited for th rest at his voideck for about half an hour ? Reached, chill, eat . Halfway, th sec 4 boys joined us . So, total there's about 20 of us I guess ? After we eat , we made our move and waited for th boys downstairs . While waiting , camwhore lah , abeh ?

Next , Raihan's house . But we cant go in ): Proceed to Cikgu Juanna's house at Woodlands . By th time we reached is already about 7pm . Made our move about 8pm . We're kind of wasting alot of time and slow if th boys are with us . Total went two house je today . At least, we did visit rightttt ? Th girls wanted to go to Cherrie's house as they already promised her I guess ? So, Fiza and I didnt went . Ive got to go home . But last min, plan cancel . So Fiza and I sat down at th Mrt and chit chat about alot of stuff . I felt as though we're kind of a bestfriend . Awww, sayang kau ! Hahaha .

So much things to share yet so little time to talk . We realised its almost late . So we trained to Amk station and went separate ways . Now, my legs are aching ! Mcm TOOOOOOOT ! Sape2 nak volunteer to give me a massage ? Hehehe !

Was supposed to go and followed Kyn and Mira-kot tmr to test some drinks and we get money . Easy money babe ! But, I'd changed my mind . Probably if many could make it , we'll going study and then play street soccer at Amk . Weeeee~

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-10-01T21:48:00.010+08:00

Idk where has my songs code gone too. Now that Ive put up a new song , it cant be played , hmpf ! As so yknw, Ive created a new Friendster for myself again because people kept asking about it . I dont wish to have any of those anymore, but for my lovable sake , you have it all . Add me ; mircute_15@hotmail.com

I dont wanna update much cause I just dont have th mood to . Well, ladies and gentlemen , please take th pictures that you wanted here alright . I dont seems to have any time to email you people . Sorry !

*Drum rolls * Pictures time , heeee ! ^^
& tag , dont forget , thank you (:

Miraaaa

My bbygirls !

sume muke penat -.-"

at my Woodlands house , relaxing corner .

Hashim mcm bodoh ! K, joking :D

Fiza's room ^^

Faiqah syg .

Farz pikae klaka . Aku, sexy abes ! Kay, not ! xD Fwizah sweet !

Smileeeee (:

How adorable ? Awww

My bro.

Oh, my cousin said : " You looked like Hetty Sarlene "

Pheeewittt !

My juniors. Spot me ? Heheh

Cikgu Sarina's house.

Bro and Nenek

Siblings (:

Handsome tak ?

Sweeeet kan ?!

Same position , LOL

Friends.

Miss you guys , jumper cepat !

Btw, this was during Don's 16th bday

Iftar

Together.

Cikgu Chomel !

Rindu dieeeeee !

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-09-22T14:44:00.002+08:00

I know my blog is plain boring cause Ive not upload any pictures . Sorry ! Soon enough, promised .

First day of Raya outing was great . First thing first , seek forgiveness from my dad, aunt, uncle and grandma . Before i say anyth, I already cried ); Okeh,skip2. Went out at about noon , we went about 6 to 7 house . Last house was my sister house . Went home at 1am, she followed us cause she wants to go jln2 with us . Awww .. Duet collection not bad , tap ape yang roll in, ade yang roll out jgk. Maklumlah, da keje kan . Hahah ;D And , my contact lens koyak , weeekkkk ! );

My father didnt celebrate Raya with us , haiya . ( For info. je )

Second day , in th morning went Ntuc with my sister and bought a new pair of contact lens again , ishk ! Noon, went beside my uncle relatives . Grandma didnt tag along as her leg swollen due to walking so much on th first day . Anw, some of my relatives wanted to visit her . Th weather was not so good cause it rains in th afternoon , haish ! Went three house only , and went back home . We sat under th void deck for a short while and went up . My cousins were there . 2nd badge dtg, mknan habis . Terpaksa order pizza , lol .

Today , school has started , but I didnt go . Sebab ape ? Jln raye . HAHAH . I want to go back asap , pleaseeeee . Wanna meet up with my bestfriend, rinduuuu ~

2009-09-19T18:17:00.004+08:00

Went Bugis and Geylang yesterday with Mira-kot, Sara and Hariez . Wa supposed to meet them at 4pm but I was late due seeing th doctor . Reached at about 5pm , I guess ? Walked around, wanted to buy th long wavy skirt but I think I shall buy it next time only . So, bought a Tee for myself and we proceed to Mrt to make our move to Geylang .

Oh, before that, Sara and Hariez bought water for Buka . So, Hariez poke th straw inside th station and this old ugly, irritating , disstress man thought he drank it and then he complain to th SMRT workers. She then told him to keep his water and not to drink it , if not she has to fine him . While he wanted to keep his drink, th old man came to us and shout . All we looking at us . At th same time, train arrived. Mira-kot and I went into th train quickly, we told Sara and Hariez to go in too, but th door close very slow that another two workers came down and asked us to get out from th train . We did as told . So, th old man was not satisfied, th malay lady brought us to one end and step like as if she fine us til th old distress man leave . We thanked her and we left to Geylang . Now, I just dont understand why must he do that ? I mean like, MYOB lorh . Anw, we're fasting, how can we drink , you tell me ? Stupid !

Arrived, shopping for food lah ! Heheh . Left not soon after that cause its almost time for Buka . Th three of them break fast at Sara's Gandpa house at th Waterrina while I met up with my bestfriend and we break fast at Barang-Barang . After that, I went to do my Hana . Th design okeh2 je lah . Hahah :p Went home after that .

Today, woke up and bathe . Do some chores and clean ups then left to Woodlands house . At Woodlands, I do some clean ups again . Well, tmr kan Raye, hehe . Th renovation of my house here was great, I like :D Phewww, Im very tired now . I do so much chores today . Plus, jage adek aku lagy .

As so yknw, tmr is th start of Aidilfitri and th end of Puasa . To all, I would like to take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness if I do hurt or make any mistakes to anyone . Halal kan makan minum ku dan maafkanlah jika ada tersilap kata . Selamat Hari Raya ! (:

Now, I have to go and break my fast . Love everyone !

old picture :)

Thats my bro , hahah!

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe .

2009-09-16T10:13:00.002+08:00

I know my blog is dusty , sorry reraders ! Yknw, I had forgot to update about my common tets results . Well, I improve though but drop my Malay . Mcm toooot ! Failed only one subject which I felt a lil' bit relief about it . Have to buck up for EOY . Its just round th corner man ! Mira bolehhh ! :D

Anw, idk why must people kept on asking others if I know this, if I know that . I find it kind of irritating at times . Its like upteen of times this person asked . Aku gigit aru tau ! Hmpf ! Yknw its obvius that I know, still you're like begging people to tell you things that you've already known . How pahthetic ? Almost everyday you heard th same old story . Bodoh punya org !

These days, people like to have a low profile kind of relationship . Maybe , they have their reasons for doing so . We, have no right to prove others that they're attached . Still, theres this stupid allien trying to prove others about them and end up there's a conflict between them . Th other party will think that he/she is trying to steal their love away . Aiyer ! Kay, just drop th topic . I just find these kind of people like NO LIFE !

Hari Raya is approaching soooooonnnn ! Weeeee~ Excited lah, abeh ? I got my Baju Kurung and shoes already . My Aunty, Uncle and Grandma said , " Adek ! Sweeeet seh . Cantik di pandang orang . " Hehehe (: I want go for a last shopping before raye at Geylang . Oh, Im not shopping for anyth much but FOOD ! Hahah :D Gonna search for nice design of Hana at Geylang either this Fri or Sat . Plus, a new fresh contact lens , yay ! I bought one before, but tak pakai til it expired , sotong !

Yours sincerely witrh love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-09-02T09:22:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I updated my blog and it did not publish in my page . Mcm babi !

Okeh, just to summarise , catched Bandslam after work last week onth 27 Aug . Movie was awesomeeeee ~
Catched Year One after Teachers' Day celebration at Amk Hub , NC16 movie . Dapat lepas seh ! Happy lah, abeh ?!
Actually , no big deal also . HAHAH !

Yesterday went E!Hub , wanted to play bowling BUT waiting list 18 person . Tak sanggup nak tgu . So, went Zone-X instead . Play and play mcm org gila . Walk2, mkn yoghurt (TAK PUASE ) , Oooops :X Head down to GEYLANG ! At last, I got to eat my Ayam Percik . Heh (: After much of walking , home sweet home :)

Dominic and Hashim says, I have a "boyfriend" . THAT IS SO NOT TRUE ! Hmpf ~

NURIL, ZAQIA and AIN ! Jumpe lah cepat ! Rinduuuuuuuuu ~

I've yet to decide if I wanna private my blog . So just in case, leave me your email !

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-08-26T09:18:00.002+08:00

Know what ? I passed my maths . Oh, great ! Thanks to Mr Koh , you're th best ! :D Heeee ! So far, I passed all except for Combine Human by 6 more marks . Nabey !

Okeh , just to summarise . I went to break fast on Monday with my Yew Tee friends at Arab Street . Proceed for shesha after that . We bought two if it which cost 30$ . Made our move at 9.30pm and home weet homeeee ~

Yours sincerely with love;

Mira babe .

2009-08-25T09:14:00.003+08:00

Over at comp lab now . Well , Ive got ntg much to say but Im just disappointed with my Common Test result . I failed my Maths and Combine Humanities by a few marks . I tried harder this time round but I failed ! Sedeh ! Stupid MIRA ! ):

2009-08-16T10:34:00.007+08:00

Celebrating my birthday in advanced yesterday was Awesome . Left home about noon and went Admiralty to meet Mama , bro and Aunty Liza . Bought some drinks and birthday cake . Train-ed down to City Hall and proceed to th hotel that we're going to check in , The Ritz-Carlton Mellinia Hotel . I swear this is th first time of me checking into Singapore's hotel, if not I'd usually go overseas hotel . HAHA . Anw, I was impressed with th services and all . Th hotel was just so beautiful than what I expected . It made me more happy when I went into th room, its just so WOOOOWW ! From th glass window of our room, we could see th Singapore Flyer, so huge lah .

Soon after that, I cut my cake . We chilled and eat for a while and we got changed to swim . Well, I was hoping that no one will sabo me or smth , but my baby brother did -.-" He spit on me . Worst, he vomitted on me while I was changing for him into his swimming custom . Haha . He also almost pee-ed on me, waliao ! Okay, so we went for swimming for idk how long, we went up back and bathe . A while later, my Papa came . Back to th story,

Aku apa lagi ?! I soak myself in th bathtub and enjoying th scenary outside . After all have done, we went to have dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market at Marina Square. Food were very delicious ! Since me step aunt was working there, so we got some food for freeee . Heheh (: Bro, Aunty Liza and myself made out way home after that at 9.30pm while Mama and Papa went back to th Hotel .

I was so enjoying myself til I forgotten about CDC soccer trg plus I forgot to text coach that I'll not be coming . Wanted to text coach to apologised for not informing him but I forgotten AGAIN -.-" Mira da tua, haha ! I cant upload pictures that were taken with th rest cause my dad will scold me if he got to know I went out with my Mama , haish ! ):

Im happy for my bestfriend that he's fine with his friends now . Awww, I miss th 8 of us (:

Yous sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe

2009-08-14T23:07:00.007+08:00

My blog is dead -.- I miss updating my blog so much . Well, sry readers Im very busy . Ive got so much to update, but I think Im just gonna summarise what I remember . (: Hah

Common Test started last Wednesday . Tdy last paper, thank god . Im sure to flung my Combine Humanities and Chemistry , babi uh ! For SS and Hist. I dont know what th hell am I writing . No hope sia ! I hope I wont retain this year, haish . Cant deny but Ive got to say that I work real hard this end of year , I even studied for AT LEAST 4 hours , tak pernah-pernah kay ! :D

National Day was a very hectic one . Ive got Malay Dance performance at Jurong Bird Park in th morning . After dance , went to have lunch with Fiza , Fira , Ana and Nadiah at Fork And Spoon . Off home aft that . We palnned to meet to celebrate national day but cant cause its too crowded to move fast . Planned was to meet Shiqin too, but she went shisa-ing instead with Cherrie and MiraKot . So meet O.K at Padang , I was late due to some reasons, something happened . Nvrm, forget it . So, made my move as soon as possible . Asked them if they would want to get some drinks, so that I could purchased a few before head to Padang so tak susah nak pergi balek sume . They rejected and suggest to eat afetr firworks, so I just went with th flow . Ended up, Rafiq and Hidir fetched me soemwhr near th Padang , they said they wanted to get some drink . Mcm babi !! Its hot and I have to squeeze everywhr to get out from th crowd . Da mcm kene mosh sial .

Skali, went we wanted to cross back to th Padang , we are not allowed to due th marching ceremony . Nabey lahh . Then we tried going everywhr to find a way to cross , tak dapat jgk . Sad thing, I dont get to watch fireworks tgt with th rest . So phatetic that I watched with Rafiq and Hidir -.-" Met th rest after everything's over . Went esplanade and waited for Din and Nana . Make my move at idk what time, met up with bestfriend pulak . Overall, it was okeh . Part yang tak okeh is when a BANGLA asked for my number , siak jer !

This year's National Day my school didnt celebrate it at school , instead we went Science Centre . One word, GEREK ! Thats all . Oh, I went to cut my hair recently . Fringe is still okeh, BUT Im a lil' dissatisfied with my hair . Da mcm Ah lian , ): Lucky, its not thatobvious , hehe

Anw, friends and I are okeh now ( hope s0 ) . Well, we didnt really settled things out . We wanted too, but there's always smth will go our way . But since we're like before, Im happy now . Isnt it nice to have MS back ? Isnt nice to laugh and make jokes tgt like we used too ? Isnt it sweet to reminicing th past years ? Isnt it great to at least spend a lil' time with you girls again ? So much we've gone through , hope we will stick like this now and forever . Remember, no matter what , we'll rise and fall tgt . I love you girls :D

Andddddd, my Birthday is drawing near . *hooorayyy* [ insert many happy faces ] Tmr, I'll be celebrating my bday with Mama, elder and baby bro plus step father too I guess . Yay-ness ! Whats more, we're celebrating at Hotel , best ke whaaattt ?! Im excited lah !

So much pictures to upload ! (:

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-07-29T08:54:00.005+08:00

My tagboard very 'clean' seh with all th hate tagging . Lol . Yknw, I cant be bothered with these kind of things . Takd kene mengene pun nak masok campo . And nak hate tag pun, during school hours , using school comp agy . Then, th ' hello! you knw hu me!' &' hello!you dont know me' I.P address is from th school comp. PLUS, 'Oik, bodoh ah ! ' & 'busted' . She's in th lab with me also nak spam. Kwn dari Sec One, cket peh misunderstanding jadi besar ? How lame ? Now, if she say ppl dont like me , its because of misunderstanding apeeee . I did ntg wrg also . Ish3 . Da grown up tap perangai bdk2 . I didnt even tuduh org , didnt state name also . Haiyer, merepek btol ... Later if I would wanna talk, give so many reasons to escape . Ok lah, dont wish to drag this matter . Nti jadi masalah besar agy , tsk3 .

So, I was absent from school again on Mon and Tue cause Im sick . Had fever, running nose and cough . Rabak punyeee . I really feel very weak til I had no strength to get up . I ate only at night after my friend came over to give me a helping hand . Thanks kay (: Monday was slightly better but having a very heavy headache . Oh, I lost weight due to my sickness . No appitite to eat . Mkn pun, cket je . HMPF !

Futhermore, Im having trg tdy . How uh ? Will tell coach about my condition later . Tak pasal2, nti aku pengsan -.-"

Im in sch now . Byeeeeee~

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-07-18T09:04:00.003+08:00

Yknow, in this world everyone are hypocrite . No matter how hard you try to search your real friends , you wont found it . You might think that friends are everywhere but there're not. Maybe, only a few that really could stand by you in any difficult situation you're in. All this while, I myself had not found any true friends . I had alot of friends surround me but they can come and go anytime .

Tell me , why does a close friend of you willing to gossip about you when actually you've been friends for so long and already regard them as your bestfriends ? Why do they insult you ? Why they bahasekan you when they are no any better ? Dont they see any good deeds that you're done for them ? Oh, people are just blind to see all this . Though if they know, they wont recap anything abt it . Even I myself had been in this situation before . No one could ever see whatever Ive done for them . Cause, they dont bother to know and dont bother to open their eyes and see, while actually its abt their problem ended up Im th one who help them out. They dont understand how difficult it is to be there for everyone at one point of time cause they weren't in my shoes . And they will NEVER be !

Skip . This week, I only attend sch for pahtetic two days . Tuesday to Thursday I was home . So, I really did miss alot of things in school . Got to catch up fast . I paid attention almost in every lesson yesterday and I can do it . Even my History teacher said Im good tdy . Hahah . Seeee, it proves that I could do better in my subjects and I have th potential to pass , insyaallah .

Well, work yesterday was very tiring lah okeh . Cari rezeki peh pasal takp lah . Oh, last Saturday I went cycling with friends. Met everyone under Soffi's block at Tamp . I thought we're gonna be late cause I woke up late ! Hahah , but NOT ! There's more who is later than us . So everyone gathered and off we cycled to East Coast . At one point my knee was really pain already so I was left behind while they were already so right at th front . Lol . Reached Macd, had our lunch since sume lapar . Next, find a spot to play soccer . Dilli delli, off we went back to Tamp . Chilled, off home.

Tdy, my plan was to go to Wild Wild Wet . But since someone insist of watching fireworks, I shall follow than . Skali skale ikot dgn ape die nak, tk salah pe . Heheh >.<

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-07-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

School was fine tdy though Im not well . Nothing to elaborate as nothing much happen . Went my Woodlands house aft sch to take a few things . Met my friend after that . Really sorry if I made you lost your mood , hmm .. Anyway , I dont feel like going to school tmr . Futhermore, we cant celebrate Youth Day because of th H1N1 . So, we had to cut down on activities -.-" How boring could school be now ? Hmpf !

Decided to rebond my hair tmr . Well, Im still to immittent at making up decisions . Such a fickle minded girl. I'll make my final decision again tmr . Also tmr afternoon will be leaving for Malaysia again . BUT the sad thing is, my History teacher said , we dont have to stay home for th 7 days quarintine ): Tsk ! Supposed to be back on Sunday . Since I've promise my friends that I'll catch a movie with them this weekend , so I'll come back on Saturday instead . Sorry bro for leaving you going home alone on Sunday . Futhermore, Im working . Nti ambat agy, heh !

Bro and I will buy a one big cake for my grandma , himself and myself . Its to celebrate his belated bday, my grandma's belated and MY advanced bday . HEHEHE . And shall shop like mad there tmr (: Weeeee~

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-07-01T21:57:00.008+08:00

My macd store which located at Tpy Entertainment has already closed down . Its pretty saddening that all are going different stores . I felt like crying . No more laughters , no more jokes , no more bullying th managers , no more nothing . Everything left with a memories . I do treasure every single thing and moment spent with everyone . I will miss th night shift people most . Asnida, Haziq , Faizie and Irha . Not to forget Aunty Hua Kee . Its always us making th keco . They are th one whom never fail to make me put on a wide smile on my face . They are the one who cheered me up when Im not in th mood or feeling down . They are th one who showed me alot of care and concern . Thanks guys , I really miss you people right now .

So, due to th closure of our store, we had a mini party . Most people did turned up . At least, I met a few of them which I know I wont meet them anymore . But, stay in contact aite ! Took pictures , lots and lots and lots of it . I'll upload a few, more coming up in upcoming post . *winks* Ate rice with th serving food there, plus cake ! Hehehe . Craving for one , and at last ! After that, one by one left . Left with Jun Yong , Elsie , Sebastian , Ming Wei , Arif , Sharon, Freddy and Syed to clear all th documents and stuff there . Haish ! I really miss everything so much ! Hmm .. May all have a good future ahead. (:

Then, the common people , Haziq, Faizie , Asnida , Irha and myself when to Tpy Park . We spend a lil' time together . Make our move at 6pm .. I felt like crying when see everyone walk off separate ways . Hmpf ! Its ok, we'll meet up soon enough . Or, I'll shall find you guys at your stores .

Lets talk about school now . Well, Monday , I slept late and I woke up early morning . I swear I felt like not going school. But I drag myself up . Bahhh ! June holidays end VERY fast . Thought have spot check, lucky there is not . Hahah , if not , my skirt will be caught :/ Basically , school is bored on Monday . So, I decided not to go school on Tuesday . Heheh . Wednesday , had E-learning day . Which is tdy . Hah, had to do assignment on net in school website . All students are to be online by 7.50am . There's even a timetable for lessons . And, oopps, I woke up late . At 8am -.-" We practice this because if there's a school closure, we'll be prepared . Yay !

Was bored at home , so met up with Eunice at Tampines just now afternoon . We ate LJS at Tampines Mall . Then proceed to buy Friendship band . Walk to Century Square .. When to Macd near Kfc to eat ice cream . We talked alot, then camwhore . Bus-ed home at 5.30pm .

Now, Im down with High fever , Flu and cough . Haish ! Oh god . Please cure me . ):

Time for pictures ! *Drum roll*

Arif was so noisy .

Haziq. They call him 'Th Handsome one' .
Irha. Haziq .

Hahaha?

My assy sister, Asnida and Haziq .

NO ! they're not couple . Haziq with his mentel face .

with Sharon and Eunice.

Haszrul !

we're not that close.

Restaurant Manager , Susan Chau .

Oh, I love her hair :D

Happy2 .

Happier ?

Faziela was left out . So I took picture with her .

As one . I love you people ! (: Aww ..

Them again .

Eunice. Mira. Hana. Asnida.

We're th Assy sister.

FAt ass. No ass. Dumb ass. Jack ass .

Syg them , heh

Love ones.

Mkn je lah ! jgn tenok2

Haszrul said, " mcm kat lorong "

Miraaa babe.

2009-06-29T00:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, you guys might have thought that my life is wonderful . I spend alot of time with bestfriend , [ insert name ] . Yet, my feeling is just not right . Its like, Im gonna lose him any sooner , idk why I got these kind of weird feelings everytime . Still, I tried to overcome everyth . To me, we're like drifting apart . So near, yet so far . Sigh ! Im just too afraid . Too afraid to lose someone I treasure most and without us noticing, it be over . God willing, I'd can go through all this by myself . I know, all this while I've been a very independent girl . (:

At times, Im confused . Idk what th hell are those people surround me trying to do . They're like giving me hints which later to turn out th things that I wont expect it to happened . Like duh, I'll broke down . They just dont understand . They thought, playing a game is fun . They thought, pretending is great . They thought, by it , they could settle things easily . Mcm taekkkk ! Sometimes, I myself was hook along th edge by following all their pretending, like going with th flow . Ya know .. Thus, be a two headed snakes infornt of others . They could pretend , so do I . But I pretended for a reason . Urgh, whatever lah ! Hypocrites are ass !

I know, you people wont get what Im posting here . So, whats the point I type my heart out ? Mcm bodoh. Okeh guys, I have to go sch soon enough . Like another, four hours more ? I have to get some sleep now . Byeee~

Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa babe.

2009-06-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

Just came back from work . Pretty tired though, but since Im bored , I decided to update . I'll be working till Monday , haish ! Penat, penat .. Work was okeh tdy . Went to had late dinner with Sebastian and my Manager, Sharon . Ate at Fork and Spoon . Sharon kept on saying mcm babi . For idk why . Hahah . She also eat mcm babi , she finish a whole rice and bought another one -.-" She treated Sebastian, but not me . Hmpf ! ): Accompany Sharon to buy cigg , while I bought myself a coke and bus-ed home with them .

Oh, I wanna watch Drag me to Hell and Ice Age 3 soon . Heh , hope th outing with my crew mates are still on . Anw, as Ive said about th H1N1 thingy, I hope I wont get it . Its because, I was like browsing through my school website and they listed down th symptoms of having it . One of it is, bodyache . Which Im having it like everyday , -.-" . Second, cough , which Im already cured . And , running nose , it comes and go . Aiyer ! Takot lah takot .

Idk whatever shitxzxzx am I updating here . So, jyeah .. Anw, Nuril send me those photos already . But I did not upload it all . Well, here it is . (:

& Nuril, Imyt

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-06-27T01:43:00.002+08:00

Its almost 2am in th morning but I cant go to sleep . Been browsing some pictures, but I'll upload it next time than . Been looking through alot of sites for interesting promotions and stuff . Shall go shopping soon , weeee~

Had work yesterday, which is very tiring . Store full of customer from 4.30pm till th time Im going home at 9.30pm . [ Insert name ] , fetched me just now . Thanks alot .. Will be working tmr , mcm tooot , penat sial . Thought of having a rest , but since Syed wants me to work then I had no choice . Oh, my store gonna close down soon . On th 29th June is th last day and I will be transfered to Bishan Junction 8, how greatttt ? Hah, very nice . 30th June , will be having a crew meeting , ' Come Makan session ' . Gonna eat like pig , NOT ! Awww, Im going to miss all th mates there , managers too . Hmm . (: May we all have a great future ahead .

I've heard that school holidays wont be extended , hmpf ! Only selected school who would like to extend it then they will . Unfair lah eh .. Example like, NYP I guess? Ok, so what for we actually went to vote for th extended holidays, mcm waste time . Alright, enough of it .

Im really afraid about th H1N1 , Influenza A . Im afraid , slowly Im having th symptoms . Aaaaaah ! *touchwood* Oh god, please avoid me from having those . Amin ! 95 cases has been confirm . They said, " dont be shock if you heard there is more coming up " . Bahh !

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe .

2009-06-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hey bloggers, sry for nt updating for quite some time , pretty busy with work and stuff . Somehow, I miss Nuril and Ain , hahah ! Anw, I'll send you girls those pictures as soon as possible . You too Nuril send me those pictures . Not to forget, your 7 bucks . LOL ! Meet up again , bring Zaqia along . (:
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Okeh, I just came back from M'sia a few days ago . Went there with my brother .. Reached citysquare, bought some donuts and drinks . Brother bought ciggs for himself , then took cab to my aunty house at Taman Ehsan Jaya . We were lost when we were abt to reached . Its because of my brother, pha-te-tic him , told th driver wrg address . But we managed to reached safe and sound . Thats good . Met my aunt, grandma and uncle , hug and kiss . Chilled with them, at night went Tesco to buy food for BBQ ! Yum yum .. Went back again, pit was ready, so started Bbq-ing . Slept pretty late that night .
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Morning woke up, took bath , eat, chilled and off , home sweet home . Just wished I could stay longer but cant , cause I had to work once I came back and I miss someone so much already . Aww, ahem ! Ok . Skip, eventually, Im late for an hour . But is okeh .. Used my money to rush to work taking a cab , bahh ! -.-"
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Now, Im like having flu . Kept on sneezing non stop . Swine uh swine ! *touchwood* Okeh, Im gonna have an early night tdy . Oh, Im so going to shopping ! CHET ! Bye lovelies ;)
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Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-06-09T13:56:00.006+08:00

Has not been updating for quite some time as I really am busy with activities and work . Schedule are packed as usual, Im free ONLY on Wednesday . How pathetic ? So far, holidays are great ? Okeh, at time , yes it is . Nothing much to update also . Bored .. When Im bored, I will update about random stuff and there my post will be rubbish .

Wanted to highlight my hair . But when I think back, such a waste of money as it will only be for one month . I guess, I shall highlight end of year instead , lagy puas hati :) Today, was supposed to go Sentosa with Orang Kampong , since many cant make it , I dont wanna go . Din was begging me like mad to accompany him , but I dont want to . I will be great if th whole bunch of us go and have fun together . Anyway, I wanna go to th Summerfest , who wanna accompany me ? Hahah .

Thought of staying home today , but unfortunately now Im over at my Woodlands house . -__- I have not been sticking my butt at home for a day since holiday started . Everyday, I will be out . Out in th morning, will only be back at night . Baek Mira .. Ish2 .

Im so looking forward to meet Nuril tmr . Not sure if Ain is tagging along . Weeee ~ I hope th meet up is still on . But, we had not plan where to go . Lol . Shall text her later . Brother asked me if I would like to follow him to my Aunt house at Malaysia this Saturday . Again, if th plan is on , I cant go for CDC trg . Bahh ! -___-

Okeh , Im boredd now . Feel like eating ice cream .. Yum yum !

Not to forget ,

HAPPY BELATED 16th BIRTHDAY to MIR'ELLE .

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to IZAL .

Have a nice day people (:

2009-06-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

Just came back a few mins ago . Went out at 9.30am in th morning , went to [insert name] house for a short while and off to my work place as Im going for crew rally with few of my crew mates . Unfortunately, one word , BORING . Bahhh ! -_____-" Should have went shopping with Mama instead . Wah piang ehhh ! After th thingy ends, went to Woodlands house and back home .

Yesterday, went out to town . This time , my friend and I went to catch a movie Monsters Vs Aliens . You people have to watch it as soon as possible . Th movie is effing funny . Btw, I'd realised that sometimes movie teaches us something meaningful without us noticing it . We learn abt friendship and stuff . We have to treasure everything before its too late . Yeah ..

Going soccer trg tmr in th morning and swimming in th afternoon . Anyone wanna tag along for swimming ? Hah , k bye bitch(es)

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe .

2009-05-31T08:25:00.003+08:00

Those are pictures taken during our sports day meet . Unfortunately, no one took my picture while I was running . [ insert sad faces ] Anyway , I won 2nd for 400m sec 3 girls . 400m okeh ! Its equals to one round around th stadium . At first, I was heading first . Th sad thing is I almost fell reaching to th finishing line and another Indian girl from cappricorn overtook me , ._____." Hmm, it okeh , there must be a chance for me to stand at 1st standing position next year ! Hahah (:

After th sports day, Shiqin , Siti and I went to Yishun ; North Point 2 . While otw to Yishun, we bumped into DANIAL ASHRIQ ! Alright, had our lunch at Ah Mei Cafe . Whatever we ate is not worth th price . Th food is so fcuking little . Nb ! Head to th library next . Bought for them drinks at Cafe Galilie . We sat there for an hour plus just for reading magazines . Very nice :)

Yesterday , went out to town . Was suppose to celebrate _____ . Many things spoiled my mood , so yesterday outing wasnt that great enough . But I did have some fun though . From my house , [insert name] and I went to coffee shop to eat Rojak Cina . After had out lil' bite, we head to th bus stop . We pass through Punggol Park and snap some pictures there . We took 80 to Peninsula . Walked around and th shirts are real nice . Shall bought it soon enough . Head down to Funan Mcdonald but it was crowded . So, went back to Hougang , ate at Hougang Mall . Walked back home after that .

Later, will be working at 1pm in th afternoon . Hope that no one will spoil my mood , especially Subeitha . Fcuk her sia . Urgh ! She'll always blame me for everything when actually I did nothing . She will start shouting at me for no reasons . She did that to most of th crews too . Idk why she has that kind of heart , so mean . These kind of people shouldnt be existing on earth . Bahh ! -.-"

Andddddddd, school holidays are here man ! Have to enjoy to th fullest . HAPPY HOLIDAYS !

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe .

2009-05-27T14:24:00.005+08:00

Let th pictures do th talking , haha . Pretty lazy to update nowadays . Anw, some people dislike me privating my blog . So I had already undone it . Anyone are welcome . But, no spammer(s) please . Thank you very much .

Ok, bye lovelies .

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe .

2009-05-18T23:54:00.004+08:00

I'll upload pictures that had been taken tdy next time . Im preatty lazy to transfer it to th computer . Anw, its nt that much . All pictures are only me in it . Took a few with bro, but I delete it , hah ! Reached Woodlands crib at about 3pm . Mama , Danish , bro and I made out move at about 4+pm to clarke quay as we wanted to have dinner there . After having a walk, we realised that th store has already been shut down . So it took us some time to think where to go . Mama is so fickle minded . Skejap nak g Orchard . Then Somerset , Novena , Dhoby Ghaut . Aiyer ! End up, we went Somerset . Ate at Sakura International Buffet . Total cost abt $100+ ? Very expensive ehh .. Then, bro and I ate and ate and ate till we like jelak already . Last order at 9.30pm . My papa still have not arrived . Mama's face suddenly changed . Like, its her birthday and her husband make it late for it . Only a few mins to th closing . Somehow, I can feel what she's feelings . Her heart shattered I guess ? Cause I know, she wants th best on her very special day . But Ma , dont be sad . At least he did make it although he's fcuking late . I also hoping for his presence . Cause I wanetd us as a family to gather together . But, haish . Its okeh . There's always another time (:

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe .

2009-05-18T10:33:00.003+08:00

Today is my one and only beloved Mama's birthday .

Happy 36th Birthday Ma .

Hope, all your wishes will come true .

You're th best Mama ever in th whole wide world .

I love you ,

have a nice day (: Heee !

Oh, not to forget , its Manoj birthday too .

Happy 15th boy !

Okeh, will be going to my Woodlands house later to meet Mama and family .

Mama told me we'll be going out, I'd guess we might me celebrating her birthday .

Weeeeee ! I had yet nothing in mind to buy for her as a gift . Hmm, will check it out later .

Will update once I got back, maybe ?

Bye loves .

Faj .

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe.

2009-05-17T22:49:00.005+08:00

See this lady above ? Its Mida . Hah, she used to be one of my closest friend . But sad that we're not close now due to some issues . I do want her back like how we were before . Maybe we had some misunderstanding after th case about me, Spark , Izal and all . I hope, she'll be reading this . Cause I want her to know how much I miss her and sad am I to lose someone like her . Mida, I hope we could be like how we used to . I know, we have nothing against each other, then why must we avoid each other this way . I had always want to make an initiative to make th first move to talk to you . But idk why, I rather feel awkward for no reason . I hope you understand . And about your hp which gone missing yesterday , I swear is wasnt me who took it . I know, most of you all suspected me, but I didnt took it . Like what for I want to take it ? You're my good friend . I can explain everything on Tuesday in front of soccer girls and coach .

Haish , why must I always be in th picture whenever someone lost their valuables ? And later, they will suspect me . Then when they know the truth it wasnt me who took it, they will take it as th problem is solve . Without seeking any apology from me . I know, they dont know how hurt and sad I am that people blaming me for everything . They dont understand my feelings . Even my closest friend, th Malay clique do thought that Im someone who loves to steal people things . Thought Im a bad person . How sad ? Is this call friends ? Well, I dont really mind that . What I mind is about my name, my name will be black mark for no out of reasons . Hmpf !

Sorry girls, but I had to let it all now . I also hope, you girls will be reading this and understand what I mean . All of us are big girls now, we can think far . We all grown up and matured enough. Our friendship for 3 years, I appreciate and treasure it so much . Remember we were in Sec one , you girls dislike me cause you guys thought Im kerek ? Haha . But end up, we're all a bunch of great friends . Th sad thing is, idk why I dont feel your present when I need you girls most . When I do stand by you girls when you had problems . Sara, I'd always help you and give you advices . Asked you are you alright when I know you're not . Told you to share your problems with me so I could spare a thought for you too . Dilah, you always dont wanna share any of your problems with me . Shiqin, I miss those times when you , Mira kecik and I were close . Share this and that . But where has those times gone to . Farzana, I appreciate when you told me things that I need to know . Hmm, I know I spend time with you girls only during sch hours but not after school . Maybe I do, but for a short time and seldom only . I hope you girls understand why . Its because , I just wanna spend quality time with all my friends . You girls know, I got my Yew Tee clique, Kid and all . Im doing all that to prevent them saying that Mira always with them lah, this lah , that lah .

I myself tired to go here and there to meet up with friends . I dont have much time yet I do make an effort . Spend so much of my money for them . Its because I wanna see everyone happy . Its okeh if I have a stack of problem , cause I will always try to solve it . Sometimes, my intention was to make you all a stronger person . To face what we have to . But I know, I as a friend failed . For once, just feel what I feel and understand . But you poeple, just dont ): Im sorry if you people felt tersinggung . Hmm .. Yet, I dont mind how am I being treated and stuff . Whatever it is, I love you girls alot ! You all are th greatest no matter what . Remember that . And, secondary school friends are your friends forever . Trust me (:

I went to cut my hair yesterday . It took my quite a minute to look through th magazines to decide what hair cut I want . Haha .. Okeh done . Bye all ! :D

Im privatising my blog . This time, is for real . Leave me your email ASAP !

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe.

2009-05-14T16:09:00.002+08:00

Alright, this pic was like last year . Haha , got diff ? CHET !

Err, I'm exhausted due to examinations . Finally, tmr is th last paper which is art , yet I have not finish my prep . Two more pages to go . Swear, I'm very nervous . 3 hours sitting down there, pantat cramp sia . Haha . & I just got th feeling that I'm gonna flung my mid year though SOMETIMES I studied till late night . Did not sleep for a day even and end up sleeping in sch -.- . Idk why I'd always done better in common test rather than mid year or even final ? K, gotta buck up . Half way done with art prep . I must get it done by today by hook or by crook, yeah .

Spark and Izal plus maybe Kiki , are finding me after sch this two days . Wah, aku mcm terrorist siol . Drg pulak, nk step mcm tai long, dtg uma org laen sebab nak cari aku, beh step nk g toilet , beh giggle2 , da kenape nan budak nie sume pun aku tatau . Lagi, sanggop tgu pat bawa block, lua uma . Da takd tu sudah lah . Aiyer .. Futhermore, they got my friend, Sara, involve for no reasons . They like trying to physco her to help them and stuff . Even told her to hang me on in sch till th time they possible to reach outside my sch or smth . Maen tahan2 pulak, police eh ?

They said, they wanna talk things out as they heard that I bad mouthed about Spark when actually I didn't . I didn't even talked about him nor her girlf, Kiki . I remembered, I last talked abt Spark is that I told my freinds that we fought and he's putting all th blame on me . Saying this and that about their own friend, Kid . It simply shows that they dont appreciate anything he've done . Then, wanna get more info by asking anyone ? Maybe, they wanna korek more info so they could shoot me till they satisfied and see me shuting up my mouth after that ? Dont dream lah . I'm not a small kid . Not so bodoh like some people . Cause, I got so many things to say (: Anw, cant be bothered anymore . So I think I shall forget abt it .

Yours sincerely with love ;
Miraaa babe .

2009-05-12T16:26:00.002+08:00

Hey . Just a short update as people been asking me to update my blog . Were busy lately due to examinations . So I had no time to blog and neglect most of th things happening around me . Well, so much to update yet so little time .

Hmm, fyi , someone stole my whole bag which contain my handphone inside . Like wtf sia . But, Im getting a replacement of sim card soon , so no worries . If I were to change my handphone number, I'll update you guys . And shall search for spare phone , aiyer .

And, to those yang takd hal tapi nak cari hal with me , get a life pleaseeeee bitchxzxzxzx ?!

I swear, Im gonna flung my mid year ):

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-04-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

Its already 1 am and Im not in bed yet . Im sleepy yet I cant sleep . I wanna conserve my energy for tmr . Chet, mcm real sia Mira . Firstly, I shall update about th score between Queensway . Unfortunately, they won by 4 nil . But its alright . We must win th game against Zhenghua to qualify to semi finals . Insyaallah . (: Also, Im proud with my teams . We really have th team spirit . And, among of all th schools we played with, so far th best cheered we had is when we vs Queensway . No offence, but my voice is th loudest . We kept on singing, " Whitley boleh .. Whitley boleh .. " and so on and all . Im yet to lose my voice at that point, but I drank alot of water . Hah .

Ex boyf slept over at my house yesterday as he dont have school today due to Speech Day . He told me to fecth him at bus stop , so I did . But, I find it weird as he never asked me to fetch him before . Skali , I just gotta know th reason why . He saw _____ at this big tree near th playground . K, scary eh . Back to th story . He reach at about 10pm and we walked to Hougang Mall to bought food at Macdonald as I wanna eat . Reached home, eat , watched tebee and off to bed . Slept quite early yesterday . Guess what ? I didnt went to school again . Rabak sia aku . Attendance is so fcuking poor . Whats more, mid year is just around th corner as Im still like this ? Tsk3 ..

I went to work, ex boyf went home . Took th same bus but he dropped off first . Start work and 3pm and I had my break at 8pm . Wah, sot sia otak . I was like pissed as Im hungry then manager asked me to have my break at 8pm . Urgh ! Lagi, he extended me . Nb sia . End work at 9.30pm and I went home . Told ex boyf to send me home . He went off at about 11.20pm as he's afraid there's no bus anymore . Tmr, will be going out . Again to town , mcm biase . Its my Saturday's routine , haha . Will be catching a movie, 17 Again . Yeah, very nice .

Faj called me just now and he was crying on th phone . I thought, he cried upon hearing about me but its about his girlf . He cried and cried til he hung up . Aiyer, I texted him and he said he broke up . Now, Qistina , his ex contacting with all th void decks matrepsxzxzx and going out with them tmr . He's effing sad and breakdown like damn . Even I failed to comfort him and give him advices . Now, its too late . He did a very stupid thing . He ate 8 panadols and finished a whole bottle of cough medicine . How crazy right ? Aiyer ..

To my friends,
dont be afraid nor worry that I'll not live for long . Just, be happy . I'll be happy if you guys be happy and just give me some support and encouragement . I was just about to gave up with my life but I didnt . Giving up is aint th solution . I will try my very best . Insyaallah . No matter what, all of my friends are just great . I appreciate and treasure each and every moment I had with you people . Thanks for all th care and concern friends . I just want you guys to pray hard and all th best to me . I love you all , hmm ;..(

My lil' baby brother . Adorable right ? Heh .

Yours sincerely with love;
Miraaa babe .

2009-04-14T23:31:00.003+08:00

Again, I was absent from school cause I cant wake up and had a headache just now morning . Oh gosh, I've been absent-ing for quite alot of times . Ape nak jadi Mira ? Supposed to have oral today and I was absent . Good enough that I actually went to th clinic . Since I will be going to th clinic with Miss Low tmr, I just changed it to today instead . Easy task, go at one time . Got an medical cert, so I dont have to worry too much that I will get a zero for it . Pheeeeew ! Hashim, too bad for you . Aiyer , sape suro dtg pakai jersey ? Well, good luck okeh . Better do well for mid year, kalau tak , confirm will affect nye . K, all th best ! Very nice (:

So, waited for Miss Low at prime . She said, she'll be there in 10 mins . Her 10 mins , wah , not bad . Hahah . Nvrm, forget it . She reached, we went to th nearest clinic . Talked to her and its my turn to check up . And, th doctor said, its nothing to worry about . Nothing serious too . But probably, I might be having heart problem . He wanted to do some further check ups for me, but I refused as I have to asked my dad for permission first . Mostly, he said its because Im stress . Yeah, which is true . K, Im too lazy to elaborate .

Everyday , Im home alone . Father will always be out at night and will only be back around 4am ? Aiyer, boring sia like this . He said, " doesnt mean I went out to hanky panky, I dont bother about my daughter . I still do care for her ." Whats more, he said this to ex boyf . Mcm real je sia my dad . Though Im being independent . Work and give support for myself, doesnt mean he cant like leave me home alone like everyday . Walioawei, binget sia . Also, I dont feel secure everytime . Futhermore, we're so lacking in communication . Urgh , I swear , I cant stand this anymore . I wanna stay with my Mama .. Haish .

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

Encouragement

2009-04-13T23:16:00.005+08:00

Idk whats wrong with blogger . I cant even view mine nor others blog due to there's smth wrong with goggle . Aiyer, should be okeh by than . Dont bother also , tsk . As I said in my previous post that we're having a game today against Amk Sec . There's no transport cause th school located a few stops away only . Took public transport and we're there at 3.10pm . Reached, Zhenghua and Queensway are having game .

Get ourselves warmed up and all, game starts soon after that at 4.30pm . Played as first eleven like usual and coach said, " I chose you all not for fun, but I have th trust in you guys and you guys have th fighting spirit ." Yeah , thats right . Game starts and I only played for not more than 15 minutes and Im out . Cause why ? I fainted . Like *tooooooooooot* . Its been twice it happens . Sedeh lah sial . Though Im disappointed yet I dont give up to give th girls encouragement and cheered for them . You girls are th best babes . Endurance is th main word , remember . Mida, my hot friend , she replace my position . Not bad Mida, you did a very great job . Proud uh . Haha . Okeh, very nice .

We drawed against them . They scored another goal at th very last one min, how lucky huh ? Nvrm girls, still have a chance to go to semi . Dont slack, if not everyth is such a waste . All our efforts are such a waste . Use whatever coach thought us in th field . No point, training hard yet you dont use what you've learned . I bet, you girls dont want everyth to end here right . So, pull your strength up and focus . Also, put your head in th game . You girls are great ! Well done , very nice . Bila-bila Whitley takd kalah !

Next game will be this Thursday at Queensway Sec against them . Wednesday, I wont be turning up for trg . Or I will, but late cause Miss Low is gonna bring me to th clinic to check on my health . She said, they are afraid to let me play if this goes on . Haish .. She's gonna pay th bills too . How nice could she be ? Thanks cher, (: And, Im having Oral tmr . Aiyer, paling benci lah . Okeh, bye !

Your sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-04-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

I was out since morning . Just came back a few minutes ago . There's soccer trg in th morning cause there's match with Amk Sec tmr . Its th quater finals . Not to forget, all th best to Yishun Sec also . See, how nice am I to always wished them . CHET ! Go Yishun go ! Back to th story . Trg was supposed to be at Bishan Park . But due to th bad condition of th field, coach changed th venue to Amk Pri . Sadly, no one inform me and and Hamidah . Hmpf ! Coach fetch th rest while Mida and I got there by bus . So, we take our own sweet time . Bought food and stuff , hah . Reached abt 10am and joined them . Trg ends at 11 plus . Got changed and off to town .

Met up with my bro at Amk Mrt while meet th rest , my mama and aunty Liza at Orchard . Went to Far East to have our lunch at Sakura . After eating, took care of my lil' bro as my mama have no peace to eat . Lol . K, then we went to Tangs , then to Takashimaya and then to Wisma Atria . We went shopping . But I only bought two things from Cotton On . And Cotton On is th place where I love to shop . Hah . Gonna buy th shades and flip-flop soon . Weeee ! Then, we went Causeway Point cause my bro wanna buy new handphone as his handphone is spoilt . Before that, had dinner at Bistro Delifrance . Okeh, I ate alot tdy . Damn, Mira gemok ! NOT !

Made my move at 7 plus . Went I train-ed back home , suddenly , I felt like meeting ex boyf . So, I waited for him to end his work . Chet , baek ke whattt ?! So, just sit around with him and went back about 9.30pm . Dont wish to stay long as I know he's tired . Now, he's sad . Know why ? Cause I didnt gave him a hug before I bought th bus . Hahah, kesian die . Sorry .

As I said, we're having a game tmr against Amk Sec . Come on Whitley , you can do it girls ! Bila-bila whitley tada kalah ! WHITLEY ! Semangat lah kan ! Giving th girls encouragement and motivation . CHET eh CHET ! K, Mira is crazy . Idk wht th hell is wrong with me . Out of a sudden, my head started bleeding -.-" I thought of watching game this Friday at Jalan Besar stadium . That day, watched Tampines Rovers Vs Super Reds, they drawed . Aiyer, sedeh lah kan . Tsl ! I would like to take my bathe now , bye bitch .

& Ayuuuu, I miss you alot too Sis . I want us to be close like we used too . Awwww ):

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-04-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday Kidzrul Nasrullah !

My all your wish come true .

Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki.

Stay happy (:
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Its Kid's birthday today . So had an outing with him . Only th two of us . Th rest cant make it . Aiyer ! K, nvrm . We had fun I guess ? Hmm .. Met up with him at Toa Payoh . Planned was to go to Botanic Garden but otw there, I was hungry , so stop by at town . Went to Lucky Plaza to eat at Java Kitchen . I was so full til I felt like vomiting and weak suddenly . Made our move and it was raining . So, walked around Far East and then to Botanic Garden . Bumped into Eifaa, but she doesnt noticed me . Or, she did ? Aiyer, forget it . Walked around, talk , camwhore and stuff . Made our move at 6 plus minus . Went to Hougang Mall to eat again . Walked back home and Kid came to my crib . So talked about some stuffs , chill and he went home at almost eleven . & Im sorry, I gave you nth for your birthday . Well, but I hope, this outing will be a memorable one to you ? Hmm , peace !

As you can see, I change my blogskin . Still, Im not satisfied with it . I've changed it more than 5 times you know ? Hah . Alright, not a big deal also .

Okeh, thats all for tdy . Im lazy too update that much .K, bye !

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa Babe .

2009-04-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

Another update for today since I have nothing better to do . A few mins ago , ex boyf just went back home . Met up with him just now to have dinner . Went to Hougang mall and bump into Mr Singh with his wife and children . Im so fickle minded just now . Having a hard time to decide what would I like to eat . Aiyer ..

Most boys has started to contact me back . And as for me , I entertain them mcm nak tanak . Im sorry boys . Its not that I dont want to get close with you guys back again , but sometimes , things are not supposed to happen now . Idk how should I explain, but nvrm . If you guys need anyth, you'll know , I'll always be there . K, peace .

Idk, til when must I go through this . Day by day , my love for ___ grew stronger . I dont wanna lose him yet I know I cant have him back . Im too afraid . Too afraid that history will repeat itsef again . Sometiems, I said this to myself , would you have th heart to give up your love one who meant th world to you cause you felt that he or she deserve so much better cause you felt that you couldnt fulfilled his or her needs . You realised that perhaps that he or she could be so much happier wit someone else . And also that love is not the only thing in relationship needed to keep going on strong afterall .

They said, I looked like chinese . Hah !

K, bye !

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-04-10T17:28:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated 16th Birthday Aliff ! :D

May all your wishes come true and have a brighter future ahead (:

I miss dance alot . Not to forget, soccer too and at last I did went for trg yesterday . Trg was okeh, and I hardly breathe while doing fitness . I guess, I better go to th doctor and check about my heart problem . Or probably, I caught as asthma ? Aiyer, troublesome . This week is so pathetic . I only went to school on Wednesday . I bet, my attendance will be poor , hmpf ! After trg, Shiqin, Nurul and I went to lepak-ed . Went separate ways at 8pm .

Got to know that Sara's mummy hard a bad injury to her knee . Idk what happened actually . After soccer, Sara's mum called her , crying and asked her to go home quick . We were like panic knowing abt it . I told her to keep us update if she will be admitted to th hospital . Hmm, her mum had been complaining that her knee is pain for quite soem time . But she said, she'll be alright and this happened . It got worsen . I pity her alot . Called Sara just now morning to asked about her mum . Well, she's okeh . If by a week , its not recovered yet, she has to be send to th hospital . Haish ..

Ex boyf overnight my house again yesterday . He left for home at about 1pm just now . Alright, Im lack of sleep yesterday . All my fitness are just a waste . Ish ! Recieve quite a number of msgs from Bobo . I was like awaken by him msgs . Til I cant sleep, so I replied him . We had a fight again . But in th end, we're okeh . He's th one who regretting right know . I didnt even say a single sorry to him , but he apologised to me severals time . Now then he reliased it was all his fault . HAH ! Serve you right . See, I told you, Im not easy to be defeated . Boo !

Due to this, I cant wake up and go to work in th morning though ex boyf tried to wake me up like 5 times ? I slept at almost 6am okeh . Nb ! Manager called and text me, I ignored . Aiyer , for sure , I'll be getting a warning letter sooner or later . Like *toooooooooot* !

Tmr is Kid's birthday ! Yayness . I bet, no one will be free to go out with him except for me . Aiyer ! But, nvrm . We'll enjoy tmr . Hope nothing will crank anyth up eh . (:

Awww, how adorable right ?

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-04-08T23:56:00.005+08:00

I just reached home at about 11pm , just came back from work . Im pretty tired right now, but I just cant sleep so I thought of updating . Firstly, school was fine tdy . Apparently, my leg was swollen but its getting better right now . Had a lil' fight with my father just now morning and due to that , I cant go for soccer . Futhermore, there's match, wtf kan ? -.-" Talked to coach , then I was really disappointed . Well, its okeh . I still have time to prove it to him . Im th first eleven he said . Okeh, I will fight for my position back . Made my move home after that . Getting ready for work and Im off .
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Work was fine too . Stand at th counter , serve and serve and serve for 4 hours . Aiyer, sapa tak penat ? End work about 10pm , bus-ed home . Now, home alone . Everynight Im like this . Sedeh pe siak ? Father will always be out . Ish ! Benci . Ape lagy, aku da lah penakot . Hah ! Was texting ex-boyf and I told him to wait for me til I finish bathing . End up, now he is sleeping -.-" Nbcb ! K, fake :D Oh, btw , assembly was about th Youth Olympics 2010 . Somehow, I was interested . Mr Singh said, anyone may took part . I was thinking of giving it a try , but Im not too sure abt it . I would just wanna experience something amazing that will inspired youths in future to come . CHET !
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Also, Im stress , sick and tired of having problems with Bobo . He's so immatured . Futhermore, he lied to me like so MANY times . Cant even count with my fingers . Most friend said, he's just lack of attention . Yeah, which is true . VERY true . He still do not know that I'd actually knew everything . I just wanna see, til where he can go . Til where, he can play and fool me . Stupid bangla pukimak peh mama . He even have th guts to say all th vulgarities to me when he's th one whom at fault . He scolded me upside down, inside out . Wah, I lost my patience and scolded him back . How shameful of him to to do all that to a girl like me ? Boleh melutut lah kau pat kaki aku . NOT ! Right now, Im fighting again with him . He is trying to pick a fight with me . Again, I did nth . So pathetic sia this kind of people . Why must they exist in my life also . Their existant, tak perlu . I have alot of wonderful friends out there, right ? I would like to apologised to Ady that he's being th victim too . Aiyer, I think , Bo had a mental problem or what ? Something wrong have gone through him . Tsk3 ! Now, he wanna kill himself . More of his drama . I dont seems to care either . I tld Ady to ignore him , still he dont want . He scared if tehre is smth happened to Bo . Haiyooo . You're too nice Ady . I'd adviced you, yet you take it for granted . I just dont want you to slipped away with what he's doing . He's such a drama king . Later, th next thing you know , he'll be fine , having fun at our port . Aiyer, leceh org mcm nie . Mepek tak layan . Perangai mcm girl . Sundxzxzxzx !
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& must watch this , I swear its funny . I found this at Sheary's blog and I did burst into laughters like mad . Hahahah . Okeh, go ! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JxzyvDSU_9I&feature=player_embedded

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-04-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

Its been two days that I've been absent from school , I miss friends alot . Went to polyclinic on Monday alone . Sedeh ke what ? I have this itch all over my leg after coming back from camp . There's a few of this tiny dots all over too . Ish, irritating . Alright, went out to have early dinner with ex boyf tdy . Met up with him at tpy and went to eat at Pizza Hut . Th GST and Tax is fcuking expencieve sial . Then after eating went to my work place to check my schedule and take my umbrella . Manager likes to disturb me alot , aiyer .. Proceed to ex boyf's crib next . Made my move at about 8.30pm .

There's match with ITE Bishan tmr . Haiyer, I dont think I can go . Im not feeling well , futhermore , I sprained my leg . Idk what else to update . Til here than .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO FARZANA !

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-04-07T13:27:00.020+08:00

2009-04-05T11:01:00.003+08:00

Hey ! Im back . Weeeee ~ Awww, so many people said they misses me alot . How touched and what a wonderful friends Ive got ? Chet ! Okeh, I shall start updating about th camp and I'll post all th pictures in th next post alright . Promise (:

First day ;
As soon as we reached , I said to my friends that I recognised this place . I tried recalling back . And yes, I did came there before to th resort when I was young . Things are slightly different there . Okeh, back to th topic . We we supposed to cross this very long bridge to cross over to th campsite . Then, schoolmates was like playing with th bridge and it shakes really hard till most of us was so afraid that we would fall . Sara and I were like laughing through out crossing th bridge . It was so funny . Head to th canteen , changed to dark clothing and to th wet shoes for water activities . Lunch after that . Th food aint bad at all . Then we were being separated to our groups . And I belong to Group One . Most aint that supportive and few of them had a fcuking attitude problem . NBCB . But overall was okeh . First, we had low ropes course . We played this activity called , rebirth and another two Ive forgot th name . All was fun, lots of teamwork and contributed . Not bad, not bad . Then proceed for water activities . We had a jetty jump . I swear it was fcuking fun . We jump about severals time , again and again . Haha . Head to played th mud , everyone was dirty . Especially Andy as he actually rolled in th muddy mud . Hah . Then, we jumped into th jetty again . Doing stuns and all . Cool .. Was suppose to do another activity, but since we do not want to wait at th long queue to have our wash up . We told our instructor that we want him to let us off for bathe . So, he did and we are th first to bathe . Stella , Gina , Grace and I bathe together . There's not door -.- pathetic ke what ? Then assemble at th canteen for dinner and off for night walk . We head to th jungle . Girls walked in pairs , boys individual . Woooo . Sara , Stella and I walked in threes ans Stella has no partner . I was standing in between them . Both was afraid, so am I . But I plucked up my courage and encourage them not to give up and move on quickly . After all reported back, went back to canteen and has supper and lights off .

Second day ;
Woke up . Saw alot of stars and I counted them , but of course I cant coount all right ? Nice sky . Then, breakfast . Then we're off to climed Gunugn Panti . It was so high up . And I cried out loud as theres lintah sucking my blood . I was so fcuking paranoid by then . Most of them got it too . They suck till they got big . Eeewww ! Then, our blood will flow out like walterfall . Aiyer ! Then, tracked down back to checkpoint one and had out outdoor cooking there . Back to campsite and had water activities . We went to th river to chat chit and planned for campfire . Then had Idiana Jones next . Then, washed up . Again first to have our shower . This time Gina didnt bathe with us . Haha , too squeezey I think ? For my group, we have to report at th resort as our instructor is treating us ice cream . Also, did our campfire preparation at th same time . I was pissed as most dont really wanna co-operate . Tsk ! Then, had dinner . After dinner , 20 mins of last preparation . Then campfire starts . It rocks alot ! Damn fun . Group by group has to perform . Since on th 2nd April , it was my instructor birthday . My group are th last one to perform . We told Andy to dance . And we just dance along behind him . We did a cheer for our instructor and he was touched . And insturctor Daniel told us to do it again as it was sweet of us . So, instructor donald duck video-ed it . Awww . Oh, did I told you that my instructor's name is Melvin ? Hah . Then, they showed as pictures of us as it was our 2nd lst day . Also, a video not to give up . It was so touching till I cried . Th video is about this men is surviving with no arms and legs . Yet, he still not giving up with life and encourage others to try and try . Awww ): Then, lights off .

Third day ;
Breakfast . Do some area cleaning . My group has to clean th boyd toilet . Eventually, I didnt give a hand at all . How bad ? Th toilet stings like hell ! I can even vomit . Eeeeyerrr ! Bluek ! Then, report at th resort . Took alot of pictures with th instructors . Then, have to assemble again . Prize giving , and guess what ?! My group won th best team award . YAY ! Baek group ONE ! Awesomeeeee ! Then, home sweet home . Weeeee ! My class , 3n3 arrived sch first . Had lunch with Dominic, Hashim , Chin dah, Ran jie , Darrell and Aslinda .

Camp , one word , GEREK !

After eating , off to meet Kid . Accompanied him home . Then went he wanted too go off gor soccer trg at Gombak , I went to Causeway to meet up with Don, Katak and Faj since they wanted to meet me to asked for some help . They said I was crazy . And they dont wanna go out with me anymore , cause their face will dropped. LOL. Babi ! Then about 7 plus, make my move to my woodlands house . About 8+ when back home .

Yesterday, went out with ex boyf . Wanted to watched movie . Then the Hotels For Dogs has ended . Had lunched . Proceed to Scape Park to watched Bo's performance. But end up he said he already went home as he's sick . So, we made our moved to Cenileisure . Wanted to watched, Confession Of A Shopaholic or smth . Then, no seats already. If wanna watch must seat separately . Aiyer . Then, just walk around . Went Heren . Back to cenileisure . Then to Shaw house . Then train-ed home . Though we already met , I missed him alot . So, invited him to sleepover . Then, blablabla . He just went back home just now .

Okeh, I'll upload pictures of th camp soon . Now, I have to take my bathe and off to work .

Bye lovelies

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-03-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

Cant update a proper one tdy . I'll update once I come back from camp okeh . Im so gonna miss everyone . Especially ex boyf , heh . Will be having breakfast with him tmr morning before Im off to camp . Weeeeeee ~

Bye lovelies .

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-03-30T18:14:00.004+08:00

School was apparently okeh actually but due to my bad flu it really spoils my day . Like tooooooot ! Classmates keep on laughing when I sneeze cause it sounds like a mouse . Haha , funny meh ? So, after recess I decided to sign out from school as I cant take it anymore . My body turned to be very weak . Told teacher that I wanna go to sick bay . Then th person in there took my temperature and stuff . She called my father to fetch me up . So waited for him and went home .

So, due to this I cant attend Malay dance practice again . How sad ? I really wanna dance badly . I miss dancing . Also, cant make it for soccer trg tdy . Aiyer ! Reached home ate another lunch again as father told me so , I was already full that time as I just eaten during recess . But its okeh lah . Ish, Mira perangai boncet/gemok . NOT ! Now, I just woke up from sleep . I slept for a long hours, like 4 hours ? Okeh lah, not so long . Should I or should I not go to school tmr ? Hmm, my body is rather weak but I know Im strong . CHET ! Alright, I'll decide tmr morning than .

Oh ! Th transitlink came to school to change our ez link cards to th new one . I swear , my face is SO fcuking stupid ! Benci ! Why can they still put our primary school picture there ? Maybe, now most of th student faces are different right ? Bodo peh LTA ! If they put my primary one photo there I dont mind and wont complaining like this, cause I look better that one . Urgh ! Mcm nak buat baru je .

This Wednesday, I'll be away from Singapore already due to Sec 3 camp . Will be at Kota Tinggi . Weeeee ~ Will only be back on Friday . So, I wont be updating my blog babes , sorry . Do miss me okeh you guys ? Heh ;D And I really hope that my group will be th supportive ones . If not, its gonna be BORING ! Why must I got my red light EVERYTIME when Im going away for school activities ? I swear I hate it when I got my red light whenever Im going overseas with school . Babi ! Alright, enough of it .

Right now, I would like to emphasise on some issue . Idk what th hell are th students in my school thinking . Perangai cb sia . Or maybe, they are just so immatured enough ? Does being close to boys means you're action while actually you are close to them since sec one but you guys drift apart soon after that and became closer back again now ? Does being close with this guy means you're attached with him ? Does having th jesture means your flirting ? Haiyer .. Til now I still hear those fcuking nonsence . Even they did th same thing and they still have th face/guts to talk about it . Wah, attitude stop it siak . NBCB .

Will be going out to have my dinner soon with ex boyf . Have to get ready now . Bye sygs (:

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-03-29T15:16:00.004+08:00

Firstly,

Happy 15th month anniversary to ex boyf ! (:

Im glad we are still very close eversince th day we broke up . Maybe we ain't in good terms before but we overcome all those soon after that . Im glad to met you . No other person loves and treasure me like how you do . You were there for me no matter what happens . We've gone through alot of obstacles tgt . I should have thank you alot, cause without you I knew Im weak . Also, you're th one who teaches me not to give up easily , there is so much that you've done for me is really meaningful and I treasure and appreciate every single thing . (:

I was supposed to be at work right now, but I didnt went . Haiya, good lah eh Mira . Will be going out soon to fetch Kid from work . Chet ! How nice ? Then will be going to his crib later on . I miss his mummy , chet ! And his new born kittens are cute ! I swear . Hah .

To Sheary :

I hope you will be fine . Think back what have I said to you in MSN just now and Im sure, you will find th answer to which is my real brother that you have known for a very long time . You dont have to think so much and be stress over this . If you're clever enough and trust him, Im sure, you will know who's th real him and not to be confused anymore . What Ive said may bring some benefits to you . Use all those point to sought things out with him . I know, you do not want to kill youself with all this . I know, you want these kind of misery to end isnt it ? Like who likes to be this way ? NO ONE . So like I said everytime , be strong and face everything . Dont be afraid . Th more you do, th more weaker you'll be and you know you wont find what you've been looking for and all your effort is just a waste . Also, th times you've been with him aint mean a single thing . Think about it .

And I was trying to upload th Dance Verb Crew dancing at Danceworks O9' video here, but there are some error, so sorry . If you wish to watch it, click it . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23xJFEn5Ees

Yours sincerely with love ,

Miraaa babe .

2009-03-28T22:54:00.009+08:00

Here's are pictures for tdy . I was very bored rotting at home tdy , so went out with Kid . Went out at 4.15pm . Walked to interchange to top up my ez link , walk back to somewhere near my house to wait for him . Since his journey is still long, I'd decided to go home to change th top that Im wearing as its hot . I dont feel comfortable with it . Went out and we reached at th same time . Still deciding where to go .

Decided to go to Changi Village to eat but end up we went to Century Square . Ate at Food Culture . I ate mee bakso to full my tummy, yum2 . Hah . Then idk what happened til he didnt talked to me at all . So, I was kind of pissed and lose my mood cause I dont like people to have moodswing out of a sudden and ignored me like as if Im invisible . After eating , we went to Changi Airport . Its just so random . We took th train then we decide on where we would like to go . Haha . So, reached there, camwhore like non stop . Heh

Walk around and I decided to take a ride on th Skytrain . Pictures alot taken in there but most of it are blured , tsk ! ): So, we took it to change to Terminal 2 . After rounding there and there's nothing much, took a ride back to Terminal 3 . Wanted to have a look at th aeroplanes to fly off but cant due to th window is already covered by th idk wht . I was sad though, but its okeh . Kid wanted to bring me to th Green Garden but instead we went home . Reached home and about 9+ . He send me as usual and I invited him to my house . We did nothing much, just played with my computer and he was phobia cause of something . Sorry if I made you frighten . Heh (: *winks* He went home and about 10+ and now he regret going home early . Lol .

Alright, I gotta wash up right now .

Bye lovelies .

Yous sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-03-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through my pictures folder to search for a picture that I could upload here and yeah I found this . Since Ive not upload it before, I upload it than . Hmm . Yeah, I still remember this was went we were at Vivo City just came back from Sentosa, camwhoring in th middle of th way like no one business . Hah !

Okeh, I'd woke up pretty late today as I am really tired . I woke up at 12 noon . I had a very bad flu so Ive decided not to go for soccer trg but since Hamidah called me and told me to go , so yeah , I did went . Met up with her at Bishan , proceed to bank to deposit some cash and withdrawl some cash and bus-ed to Macritchie for trg . Unfortunately, we so called lost in there . Careline, Mida and I was late . Everyone was like waiting for us . Heh , we were told to come half and hour earlier for tmr's trg . LOL

We had to run at Macritchie, swear it was fcuking tired . Futhermore, th distance is effin' long . Something happen in there . Nurul and I kene pukau . We're lost . Lucky, I brought my cellphone along . If not, idk what will happened to us . We called coach and he cant find us anywhere . We walked so far at th espressway there to Macritchie . While walking, there are monkeys and chamelion , I was so scared till I asked Nurul to protect me from it . Hah . Then, we manage to bumped into coach . Coach brought us to where we were supposed to report . Everyone was like panic-ing and asked what happened and stuff . All was supposed to be there within 19mins but we arrived and hour later . Good or what eh ? Tsk3 !

Had to do sprinting after that for fitness . Wah, cant take it already . Had a rest as I was panting away and cant breathe properly . 5.30 trg ends and Im off to meet ex boyf for dinner . Eventually, he didnt eat , drink je . Then, I have to eat alone, sad lah kan ? Hmm . After that, bought something at night market and went to Sky Garden . About 9, made our move . As usual, he'll sende home . Now, Im here . Suffering with musceles cramps . Benci eh !

Hmm , idk what th hell is wrong with me . Many people had been saying that Ive change alot . Even my coach . Unbelievable ?! Haish , maybe I did . A slight change , I guess ? Err .. I am trying my best to be th old Mira that you guys had wanted . I know, I am not being me at times . Yeah, you guys can say what you want . I cant be bothered . I know, partly, its my fault . Hmm

And to you ___, just say what you like . Just say that Im a liar . Beh asl ? I know, Ive hurt you in many ways . But I swear I dont mean a thing . Seriously, I want to sought things out with you . But I cant . Idk why, simply cant . Maybe, there's things that you and I would want to make it clear . But idk why , I just cant talk about it . I dont want both to be sad and cry . Just useless right ? Hmm .Whatever you've said, its okeh if Im hurt with it . Im willing to take it all in . I dont want to end anything between us . Cause its too hurtful for both . Cause I know, somehow , there would be something missing in my life .

Yours sincerely with love ;

Miraaa babe .

2009-03-17T22:20:00.003+08:00

Th toy that I wanted at Heren but Azri got it instead ):

Bobo ; kaki da cacat , nak step star karat lak . (CHET ! kurang ajar Mira)

Rafiq (kecik) , th cutest and bestest guy . Also th one who never fail to make me smile .

Friends . We aint no Minahrep or Matrep . Bo is th photographer , hah . Too bad takd dlm pic . Heh

Faraheen . We just knew today and we blend well with each other . Macam kwn lame .

Todays's outing was not that fun , pretty okeh also lah eh . Went out at 2.30pm and was supposed to meet them at Far East . End up I get down at th wrong station so I have to walk . They waited for me at Tangs . I totally forgotten how to walk there , so called Raihan to asked for help . Then ya, made a very big turn . Met up with them, we proceed to Shaw House Lido to meet up with Don and his schoolmate . We catch a movie there . Th latest one , Race To Th Witch Mountain . It was a very nice show, seriously .

After two hours sitting in th theater , th movie ended and we made our move to Cathay Cineleisure . Th rest walked tak tengok org , Bo injured his leg apparently , so I have to accompany him walk , th rest very useless . I'd actually had a moodswing for a while . Im so pissed with a few of them . They wanted to go somewhere but dont know where to go and expect us to walk like takd arah tujuan . So, I scolded Don about it as he thinks about him and friends but not Bo. Probably, he might forgotten that Bo is injured , made him walk so far away . Tsk2 .

Wanted to eat , so we went to Heren Macdonalds . Faraheen sat we me and we chatted like as if we are old friends . She does blend well with me . Great, and both love to make new friends, so why not right ? Hah . Just knew her today but could tell that she's nice and friendly not arrogant like a few other girls . Other girls do talk to me too, but I dont pretty like th way th talked to me . Kinda rude eh . Hmm .. But, nvrm lah , maybe we just knew thats why ?

Th boys played th machine to get th toy that has to insert $ 1 . Bo spend $10 on it but didnt get a single toy . He actually wanted to get me something, but too bad . Such a waste money , should have bought at Mini Toons or wht eh ? Haha . Im so jealous with Azri . He played once and he got th toy that I wanted . Urgh ! Irritating . Sad he dont wanna give it to me . He said, he wants to give his sister as tmr is her birthday . Coincident . HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

Walked around Heren and Bo bought a T for himself . I chose for him , hehe . Peh susah nak decide. So, after window shopping . Accompany them to smoke . Then they accompany me to th Mrt and off I we went separate ways as they are taking bus and Im taking Mrt . Reached home at about 10pm and I washed up quickly . Overall, today's outing was okeh2 lah .

Tmr, will be having soccer trg at Macritchie . Hmpf ! Im totally exhausted . Im too tired, I need a rest please . Guys, dont asked me out , you people know, for sure I would like to tag along as you all know I kaki merayap right ? Hah . I need a rest now can (?)

Yours sincerely with love;

Miraaa babe .